something old...
i forget why i wrote this...obvious i was upset at the time..if only i could remember at who.
"Believe you in me, this isnt the way i wanted it to be, it's like the whole world was right in my hands, now its all falling apart, you were the best part of me, i cry everytime i see you leave, your stuck in all of my dreams, now i'm running out of things to hold on too, trying to run away from me, why is this the way it has to be, i feel like a little kid, not sure of whats in front of me, no one to hold my hand, is this the end for me, this cant be, we were so in love yesterday, but now its today, and we've got nothing left to say, the pain is still fresh, and all i want is to be stuck in yesterday for everyday, please tell me this is a dream, dont let this be like this, cuz this isnt the way i wanted it to be, cant you fall in love, fall in love with me." 4-12-04
anyways, so i won some money last night playing black jack with my dad...and with the money i made house sitting and the 100 i got from my grandfather and hopefully the money i'll win for the pool i'm in at school with the NCAA tournament (sweet 16 tonight) i'll be rich again...actually i'll just be rich cuz in order for me to be rich again i would have had to be rich before..and i havent been so yeah. anyways, i'm rollin in the dough..can you say NEW CLOTHES! cuz thats what i'm gunna get with this money, i need a change of style. and JEN is in town for spring break..here comes some major partying! if jen moves in with me this summer..it'll be so crazy...so much fun!..anyways i gotta go find some key lime pie cuz im having a HUGE craving for it..
"Believe you in me, this isnt the way i wanted it to be, it's like the whole world was right in my hands, now its all falling apart, you were the best part of me, i cry everytime i see you leave, your stuck in all of my dreams, now i'm running out of things to hold on too, trying to run away from me, why is this the way it has to be, i feel like a little kid, not sure of whats in front of me, no one to hold my hand, is this the end for me, this cant be, we were so in love yesterday, but now its today, and we've got nothing left to say, the pain is still fresh, and all i want is to be stuck in yesterday for everyday, please tell me this is a dream, dont let this be like this, cuz this isnt the way i wanted it to be, cant you fall in love, fall in love with me." 4-12-04
anyways, so i won some money last night playing black jack with my dad...and with the money i made house sitting and the 100 i got from my grandfather and hopefully the money i'll win for the pool i'm in at school with the NCAA tournament (sweet 16 tonight) i'll be rich again...actually i'll just be rich cuz in order for me to be rich again i would have had to be rich before..and i havent been so yeah. anyways, i'm rollin in the dough..can you say NEW CLOTHES! cuz thats what i'm gunna get with this money, i need a change of style. and JEN is in town for spring break..here comes some major partying! if jen moves in with me this summer..it'll be so crazy...so much fun!..anyways i gotta go find some key lime pie cuz im having a HUGE craving for it..