Its OVER!!
Boo.. hate boys! so i havnt seen Gabriel in like almost 2 weeks (1 week and 3 days!) so i called him yesterday and his brother answered the phone, and i thought it was him... so i was all hey, its me! and he was all who? then Gabriel's mom got on the phone and told me that it was Tom (the bro) and that Gabriel wasnt home but that she would have him call me! and he didnt (big f*cking suprise!) so then today i decided that i wasnt going to call him (seriously this time!) and i didnt! im so proud... its the best! Day 1!!!tomorrow will be Day 2,, then Day 3 and so on snd so on! im guna do a good job at this whole being strong thing! any who.. i just wanted to put that out there so everyone knows im trying to be strong.. tat way if i attempt to be weak.. i have tons of support... right? i love u guys!! only 3 more days till Santa Monica... and we are guna be Mean Girls... right Nicole?? Super Hott!!!