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I hung out with Nhi tonight because shes leaving for her internship in DC this weekend. We were talking for all of like 10 minutes before she says "Siobhan you're depressed aren't you?" I really did think I was hiding it well. Then since I had been up all day I passed out before I could go out and have fun dancing the night away with Jenni. Now I have to go back to work after only two days off which I mostly slept through anyway. Eight hour night shift are the stupidest fucking idea ever, and of course they wont change for me because I'm the only person in the department that has to work all eights. So my plan? Run away. I'm applying at some healthcare traveling agencies. They can send me to go work in other states for months at a time. I'm tired of feeling like this. I want out.