Last Night
So last night was pretty broing untill I started to crack open the beers. The first one went down pretty easy so I had a feeling it was goin to be a fun night. So Staci says shes goin to call us but we were bored and just headed to her house. They called when we were on our way there and we met them at meijers but Staci doesn't know what is the front of meijers and what is the back lol. We found them and I had three beers gone by the time we left meijers. We followed them over to Timmy's house and chilled there for a while. When we were there I started to feel a buzz from the other drinks I had on our way to Timmy's and at Timmy's. So I figured I mine as well talk to Staci since right now it wasn't so bad because I was buzzin. It just seemed like she kinda ignored me the whole night or didn't really want to be around me. We had fun with everyone eles tho. That still kinda sucked tho too. After a while Travis and some other people showed up so we followed them over to his house and hung out in his garage. I figured maybe once again I could try to talk to Staci but I was once again turned down. She just seemed to keep her distance from me the whole night. Then I think I said something that might have made her mad or at least Miranda thought it might. That turned out kinda shitty too. I still think I had fun at Travis' tho besides that. Later that night the girls asked us for a ride home and of course we said sure. We even stopped at BK for them. I thought I would try to at least talk to Staci once again. I asked her she wanted anything and I told her I would pay for it. She insisted over and over again that she was 100 percent possitive she didn't want anything to eat. She told Leah tho loud enough so that I couldn't hear her that she did. Then she told me she changed her mind. So I guess that kinda told me that oviously she doesn't want to hang around or really talk to me in pubilic just online. So that kinda made me feel like shit because yeah I still like her and I now no that we probably wont go back out and that she just said that. She will probably get mad at me for sayin that tho because she keeps sayin shes not like that and I want to believe her but its kinda hard when the signs are thrown right in your face. I guess I can just hope that I didn't say anything to her last night that pissed her off at me that I don't remember. I dont know if you don't look at the thing with Staci last night I had a fun time. Now im just sitting here kinda wanting to talk to Staci about the whole night but shes not on. I guess I don't really have to much more to say hopefully my internet will be fixed soon tho.
Peace
Peace