Dec 22, 2005 23:01
surgery tomorrow. can't sleep. trying to think of anything but whats going to happen but i can't help it. i talked to him. thank god. i dont know if i could have gone through with it without talking to him. of course he didn't say what i wanted him to but i expected it. we talked for a bit and it was nice. oh well. im going to try and sleep again.
goodnight and goodluck (haha i love that line)
*shari*