Rob- I'm posting this everywhere I can
Oh man.... I found the picture of Rob and I from my junior prom last night. I told Megan as much as I could recall about my dearest friend Rob.
He's been there through so many things.... he's been my comfort, support, guide, and confidant. He's been there through everything that I can think of over the course of the last few years.
There's so much he's helped me through, and yet there's so much that we shared in our friendship that I feel a hole in my heart because of the distance that's grown between us.
I got to talk to him for about five minutes the other night... and my heart broke at the sound of his voice. He's tired and worn out, I can tell. Imgaine my heartache when I couldnt talk to him for more than a few minutes... I miss him so much. My real best friend. The one I trust the most. He promised me a year ago he'd never replace me because I was irreplacable... but I think I have been.... and it made me cry.
I showed the picture of Rob and I from prom to Megan. I told her, that even though he didnt have to... He rented a tux, bought a corsage... drove to Pulaski, endured thousands of pictures. He walked into that building holding my hand. We went to the post prom party together too, the entire night, locked in the YMCA in Green Bay. He then drove me back to my house in Pulaski. I left my cell phone and something else in his car... and he had come back while I was asleep to give it back... and had written me a note, I think I still have it somewhere. But he had to go to Illinois, and yeah. *sigh* It was so sweet of him to do all of that for me.
He would come over just to talk, we'd go for walks and talk. We'd play at the playgrounds we came across on our walks. It seems like everytime I made pizza he decided to show up at the house to see me.
Last year, Rob Nate and Josh called me after they had been drinking. Rob told me over and over that he loved me.... and he was so glad that we were friends... we talked all day, and I'm not just talking a couple minutes here and there, full out talking from just before noon until rather late at night.
I've told him how I feel about not being able to see him or hang out with him... I saw him for a few minutes before leaving for Oklahoma this past August. It was sad, but he walked me to the door and gave me a hug and told me to be safe.
I think that the last time I had talked to him before the other night was his birthday. I havent really talked to him much over the last year or so.
I miss my friend... the one friend that I was closest to... the one that helped. The one that promised he'd never replace me...
If you havent... tell me... I need to know that you still care as much as you used to... my dearest friend.
He's been there through so many things.... he's been my comfort, support, guide, and confidant. He's been there through everything that I can think of over the course of the last few years.
There's so much he's helped me through, and yet there's so much that we shared in our friendship that I feel a hole in my heart because of the distance that's grown between us.
I got to talk to him for about five minutes the other night... and my heart broke at the sound of his voice. He's tired and worn out, I can tell. Imgaine my heartache when I couldnt talk to him for more than a few minutes... I miss him so much. My real best friend. The one I trust the most. He promised me a year ago he'd never replace me because I was irreplacable... but I think I have been.... and it made me cry.
I showed the picture of Rob and I from prom to Megan. I told her, that even though he didnt have to... He rented a tux, bought a corsage... drove to Pulaski, endured thousands of pictures. He walked into that building holding my hand. We went to the post prom party together too, the entire night, locked in the YMCA in Green Bay. He then drove me back to my house in Pulaski. I left my cell phone and something else in his car... and he had come back while I was asleep to give it back... and had written me a note, I think I still have it somewhere. But he had to go to Illinois, and yeah. *sigh* It was so sweet of him to do all of that for me.
He would come over just to talk, we'd go for walks and talk. We'd play at the playgrounds we came across on our walks. It seems like everytime I made pizza he decided to show up at the house to see me.
Last year, Rob Nate and Josh called me after they had been drinking. Rob told me over and over that he loved me.... and he was so glad that we were friends... we talked all day, and I'm not just talking a couple minutes here and there, full out talking from just before noon until rather late at night.
I've told him how I feel about not being able to see him or hang out with him... I saw him for a few minutes before leaving for Oklahoma this past August. It was sad, but he walked me to the door and gave me a hug and told me to be safe.
I think that the last time I had talked to him before the other night was his birthday. I havent really talked to him much over the last year or so.
I miss my friend... the one friend that I was closest to... the one that helped. The one that promised he'd never replace me...
If you havent... tell me... I need to know that you still care as much as you used to... my dearest friend.