Jan 29, 2007 14:47
Finding a job here is like trying to find an invisible needle in the equivalent of 5 bales of loose hay. (approx 260-500 lbs of hay )
I'm awkward in situations I'm unfamiliar with, I dont have any real job history, and in general people just dont like me... or if they do it really takes a while to HONESTLY warm up to me. *sigh* I need a job, and havent heard back from anywhere that I've applied to, and now I really have to HUNT for someplace. I might have to break my rule and work at the mall. This is all causing me turmoil. I'm supposed to be moving in here (Jer's apt) in about 3 weeks... but have no job? How much effing sense does that MAKE???? *tear* Please hope the best for me. And Adam, if you dont mind I wish to keep using you as a refrence.*sigh*
This job thing is depressing me...
Thank God for Jeramie, he's been so wonderful about all of this. He's been doing everything he can, and he's been the support behind me that I really need. But damn, it feels like this whole thing's going nowhere. I feel like a burdensome disappointment.
I told dad today that I'm still moving out regardless of the fact the family's not moving down south for a while. I skated around the real reason why I'm leaving. Mostly I've firmly planted myself on the fact that I'm bored with Pulaski, and I want to. *sigh*
How's everyone doing today?