hatred is draining
Update coming in the next few days or so. Also, I was considering making this friends only, cause I've held back writing my thoughts because certain people would read them. I dont want to do that, edit myself. So.... that being said, I deleted a few "friends" from my list, so expect mainly 'friends only' posts for a while. I'm completely shutting the book on a major portion of what was my life- deleting friends, deleting sns, destroying pictures, destroying memories if I can. That part of my life is over and I never want to think of it again because I never again want to feel that hatred. Hate is a tiresome thing and I want to destroy it from within myself, and the only way to do that is to start fresh, out with the old, in with the new so they say.
One other thing....
I want to say thank you to someone, well 2 people, because without them I wouldnt be starting over like I am. I also wouldnt be as unbelievably happy as I am. They didnt do it intentionally and in fact did it in very indirect ways, but nonetheless I was pushed and pushed hard, in the direction I am now heading.
One other thing....
I want to say thank you to someone, well 2 people, because without them I wouldnt be starting over like I am. I also wouldnt be as unbelievably happy as I am. They didnt do it intentionally and in fact did it in very indirect ways, but nonetheless I was pushed and pushed hard, in the direction I am now heading.