Holy fucking rollercoaster, Batman.
Fuck. Seriously, fuck. Things are good and bad and confusing and all over the fucking place. And this one person has fallen into my life with the most inexplicable of timing to save me from things and I'm stressed by those things while feeling the most overwhelming amount of gratitude for his aide and trying harder than anything not to fall for this guy but he is so intensely fascinating and the most incredible enigma of a human being I have ever met that I can't quit which has opened to door to his persistence which is totally getting to me.
So much more to come. What the fuck.
So much more to come. What the fuck.