I am completely lacking in impulse control and it causes me cognitive dissonance.
I keep messaging Tyler. I'll just up and get the impulse to say something and I cannot stop myself. I mean, it's usually days or weeks between what is generally a single, short message. But it is just... a compulsion. And I feel like I've completely failed myself everytime I do.
This is why I need my health insurance to switch over already (Sterling is switching from Aetna to Blue Cross Blue Shield) which is the health insurance that my boss' wife's boss (she works in a psychologist's office) takes. And that is a psychologist that would potentially prescribe adderall. Because of course, impulsivity is among the problems within ADHD.
Because now that the vitamin B stopped working, I'm doing nothing about it. I fail.
This is why I need my health insurance to switch over already (Sterling is switching from Aetna to Blue Cross Blue Shield) which is the health insurance that my boss' wife's boss (she works in a psychologist's office) takes. And that is a psychologist that would potentially prescribe adderall. Because of course, impulsivity is among the problems within ADHD.
Because now that the vitamin B stopped working, I'm doing nothing about it. I fail.