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Sevendust screaming out of my speakers, windows down, sunglasses on... me screaming the lyrics of desperation and anger, driven by some cause that i know nothing about.. why do i feel the way i do. I dont get it and I hate the feelings, I havent been able to sleep good, and i have constant headaches.. Is it stress? is it loneliness? Is it as familiar as i think it is? These days remind me of the days back in Asheville, sitting at home in my apt by myself, smoking and corrupting my body in negative ways. I dont want to go back to that, and i hate to say all this because everyone is going to think i am reaching out for help.. Im not reaching for help, im just putting my thoughts on paper.. ill work out my shit, i just gotta get some stresses taken care of, so i can be happy like i was before.