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+ Bradley is on his way here !!! I am really excited... hella nervous... and so relieved that he isn't staying home during Rita. I didn't expect him to come all the ay up here... but hey, why not! ha ha ha He should be here sometime tomorrow (I guess). So we will have the weekend to aquaint ourselves. So I may call y'all to get together or something. :-)
+ I am currently steeping some Cocoa Mint tea. I am pretty excited. It smells just like cocoa, how does that happen?? ha ha I will have to review it later. ;-)
+ I had so much nervous energy last night/ this morning that I stayed up till about 2 am cleaning. I went through that last Rubbermaid container in my room and got that outta there. I have some small piles to go through and then clear out and take out my filing cabinet. It just holds junk and serves mainly as my bedside table. I am gonna use my little green folding table and I think I may move my bed around. I am quite excited, a little change. woohoo!
+ Well I gots passes to see that movie, 'The History of Violence' for tonight. I am not going. Unfortunatly it is on an email with my name on it so I cannot pass it along. shame :-( Feel bad for taking them and then not using them... ahhh well, who knew Bradley was going to be coming? Trust me, I would rather take the night to clean up the homestead for his arrival then sit in a theater (and watch a potential crap movie. lol). Though it does look kinda good... I made my choice.
+ On a more personal front.... Y'all can stop reading if you want. hah
I am nervous, but not overly to the point of feeling ill about Bradley coming. I just have that miniscule shitty thought that he might not like me in person. Man, insecurity sucks ass. Not like I would look different in November. hahaha I just don't want to feel self-concious in front of him. I am so not myself when I worry about what I look like. Grrrrrr! hahaha Anyway, I know I am a beautiful woman and I have a strong able body. I just need to stop stressing about me flaws. Somethings I can change and I am in the process of. As I heard someone say before (I think it was on tv or something) "You didn't gain all your weight overnight, so you can't expect to lose it all overnight." Brilliant my friends. Now I want to get the hell outta this office and go walk or do something productive. lol
+ I forgot to put lotion on my face today. My skin now looks like poop and I am bothered by this. lol I need to get one that will put a lil adience back into my skin... yeah, at my age. lol
+ Off to work and keep up on the Rita situation.