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+ Last night was the worst night of not sleeping I have had in a long time. I talked to Bradley until 12:45 am or so. I was still up in bed at almost 2 am. I was up all night long. Wake, roll over, sleep, wake up, roll over, sleep.... My alarm had been going off for a good 10 mins before I ever heard it to wake up. Man, something is wrong with that. I feel really tired today, but not as bad as I would think I would be. lol
+ Megs came over for coffee last night. That basically means we are going to talk about stuff. As ususal it was good. We discussed current happenings and other people.
I know we all go through our own stuff. We all deal with things differently. I wish I could make people feel a whole lot better then they do currently. Alas, after 3 years with someone I tried my hardest to help/fix/change I realized that I cannot be the one to do it. They have to. I have also learned that no matter what you want or think you want... NO ONE and I mean no one can make you happy or your life any better. Suppose I have been on both sides of that type of situation now... I tried to help and I ended up being miserable myself.
* I don't care who you are or where you are in life. You deserve to be happy. You owe it to yourself to make yourself happy. Stop waiting for others to bring it into your life. There may be an off chance someone will make you happy to a certain extent... but you don't know how long it will last. And is it really happiness?
Ok I am rambling... just bored at work and this was on my mind.
Have to go for now... Leaving work.