Summer: or more like a movie
Summer is winding down and when it begin i was dreading it but, this was deffinitely a summer to remember. In all, summer wasn't bad at all, i actually wish it was longer. Although i am excited to go back to school cause i miss all my friends. So when summer first started i remember sitting down at the new schools wishing i was back at school, this was after getting in a huge fight with my mother. Things began to change when i got a job and with a simple message left to a girl named kelley, not knowing what would amount.
Well i didnt want to be at home cause i cant stand my mom and i needed to get a job, so Joe gets me a job with him building pools, and i step into the wonderful world of pools in which i meet the biggest asshole in the world. AL Al is a man who has all the money he needs but, loves to work, nonstop everyday and also screw his workers over. He tells everyone to think when he is the one who never thinks. All summer long i just wanted to explain to him that it was him he was crazy not everyone else. So my summer goes on i work about 13 hours a day for Al and its a pain in the 'whatsit'. I am not one to take shit, sure i will let people say what they want but i will step down to anyone. So al wants to bitch at me, so i dont work that hard, and i have fun. So me and joe make the best of work and the little off time we have. We go to hampton beach every sunday and its great. So its june and i began to start getting messages back from kelley and i start thinkin ' hey she is pretty cool' and we began talkin online.
The summer gets rolling gets toward july and i forget all about bein at home because i am workin so much that i never am at home. Then i look forward to talkin to this girl who i dont even know, just because i love to meet new people especially when they are really cool. So we keep talkin online and i find out she is awesome, except for the fact that she lives in california, which was a big let down at first but, i really didnt seem to care i just enjoyed talking to her. We realized it was impossible to see each other, and it seemed like it for me that she was the only person on my mind, yeah its weird, u cant stop thinkin about someone you have never met, i knew it was weird, but i just put that aside. I told her joe dirt, that everybody looks up at the same night sky, so when we look up at the sky at the stars at the moment the person your thinkin of might be lookin at the stars to, and even though you arent together you are still connected for that one moment. And thats how things r pretty much now.
So july comes and i have a cruise to go on so i tell her i will be watchin the stars. The cruise was AMAZING. We went to Hispinola, Jamaica, Grand Caymans, and the Bahamas. And even though all the islands were awesome my favorite part was at night time you could just go out on to the top deck of the massive 15 story boat and see every single star in the sky perfectly. I think i stayed out for about 2-3 hours one night just lyin on a beach chair watchin the stars. And it was weird because for someone who i had never met it seemed we had already connected really well and i looked up at the stars that night and i thought of her, i thought of this girl Kelley who couldn't be further away from me at the time, and i smiled. Sometimes you just get a feeling like there r things in life you have to do and soon enough one of those eelings would hit me really hard. The cruise went on i got some jamaican rum in jamaica IT WAS AWESOME, I got TANKED........i mean TANKED. the last night i polished that bottle off and had a laundry list of other drinks, my brothers 21st birthday was AWESOME!!! for me!!! The cruise came to an end, i rocked the sluts..........i mean slots ;) rocked the old ladies................in BINGO! i just rocked. Then it was time to go home and back to the reality of my job.
The job was goin just craptacular, the only thing that changed the whole year was that Al went from being a huge fucking douche to being a huge fuckin douche and didnt bitch at me all day. But anywho work had finally started to slow down a tiny tiny bit. O YEAH!!! So i got home from the crusie and not only was there a job waiting but also a message from Kelley, so maybe she was thinking of me to while i was gone. It made me pretty excited, i love getting messages or letters or any mail. So one night we eventually decided to talk on the phone, i remember i was watching little rascals and i was kinda nervous, cause when you talk to someone for the first time it can be kinda scary, like what if she thought i sounded funny or didnt like the way i talk or who knows, but then i was like yeah o well who cares, and i decided to just be myself, in everyway, just be 100% ME with her, if she likes me WONDERFUL, if she just wants to be friends, you know what she is really cool so that would be FUCKIN awesome to, either way its win win. So we began talking on the phone and we find out that we have more in common then we ever thought we did. Are moms are both FUCKING NUTS, we both love hampton beach, and we both even love boogers. We started talkin on the phone more and more now and i was wicked happy cause she was just incredibly awesome, i even liked her voice a whole bunch, its cute, like really cute, and its adorable when i can make her laugh or blush because it just makes it even cuter. I just wished she lived closer.
Now i had already had hopes to go to California and go to disneyland but, it was more of just a pipe dream. Now hears where feelings and chances come into play...... Wouldnt you risk it all for a gut feeling......... I just had this feeling that i had to take a chance and do something big, i wanted to met this girl. And the whole thing just sounded crazy and it still does, meeting someone offline, you know them but you dont really know them, then going across the country to meet them........but for some reason i felt i had to take this chance, this girl just seemed to amazing and perfect from far away that i wanted to meet her. Now the original plan was to go to disney, red sox game and spend some time in san francisco, but now throw kelley into the mix and it made me so much more motivated to make this trip actually happen. So the trip ends up getting planned out like this......leave tuesday go to disney for two days red sox game and fly friday to oakland to meet this girl and spend time with her. Alright sounds good. Me and Joe go to disneyland and have an amazing time. We went to shows, all the rides, just acting like little kids. We went to the red sox game at angels stadium and it was awesome. half the fans were red sox fans and they were louder then the angels fans. Then came friday i was goin to fly to oakland to meet kelley.
JOE AND I (good use of grammer) get to oakland and we take a bus to the BART station ( worst transportaion service!!!) We now wait here for Kelley and her friend Kristin to arrive. We eventually see them we meet and we hug and already everything is great. I just think about how lucky i am to actually get to hang out with somebody as pretty as kelley is. It seemed like we were just really good friends who had never met b4 and everything just seemed to come together off that. Now idk about you but the best way to meet people is definitely 'HEY!!! Do you guys like VODKA!!!' that was like music to me and joes ears. I was like 'DO I!' So we 'SANG' the first night and i kinda had to keep an eye on joe because he drank a lot really fast, with the most magical shot glass on earth. Even ont he first night though when me and Kelley fell asleep things just seemed different, usually i would be waking up all night long tryin to find a position i can be comfortable but, with kelley i could just lie down and immediately i was comfortable, i felt secure.
That was the beginning to the perfect weekend, sat. all we did was lie down together in bed and be lazy. We eventually got up and went to IHOP and we went to a concert whcih was awesome. Thats right Lucky Boys Confusion in Oakland, and it was fun. We went hot tubbing and swimmmin in the pool that night and it was so relaxing. Then lying in bed i felt even more comfortable, it was kinda like when i cat cuddles up next to you but, pretend that cat is like a ball, and that was kelley :) and i just held her in my arms and we both fell asleep and i was really happy. The next day was the closest we came to being alone. And nothing happened like o u know, it was we watched the sunset on the golden gate bridge, which may not seem like a big deal, but by the way she was talking ok could tell that she felt safe and secure in my arms and i felt really good and i didnt want to let go, it would have been so nice to lie there on the beach with her warm body against mine and just enjoy the sound of waves crashing near us...........bbbbbbbbuuuuutttttt there was stuff to be done. We started walkin around and i started getting a huge massive headache but i just played it off like i was fine...........then we were walkin and i was like WWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT OMG!!!!!!!! i am in the level from tony hawk, i thought it was cool, so i took pictures. Once we got back to the hotel i just tried to act like i was fine even though i felt like absolute shit, cause i was afraid that the perfect atmosphere might go away and i was having such a good time i didnt want it to end. Eventually i felt better and i had to decided that this might be the last night i got to hang out with kelley, so i decided to give her the gift i got her in disneyland. I got her a snowglobe that plays when you wish upon a star. All of what we went through just seemed to easy , at the moment, like a fairy tale. You go through life not knowing who your goin to meet then once you finally meet someone its just like YIPPIE! i found you. Thats how i felt YIPPIE!!!!!just like that......YIPPIE!!!!!.........i look up at the stars every night and tthink of that girl, who in my eyes is perfect and at that moment it didnt seem to matter where the two of us came from/ the 3000 sum odd miles traveled to hold each other/ or how you met/ the only thing that matters at this exact moment in time is that i know right in front of me i have an amazing girl who sees everything eye to eye with me and in my eyes couldnt be more beautiful/cute/adorable/funny/pretty/SMELLY/perfect in any way. I know she doesnt think so (and i know for sure that i dont think of myself to be anything extra special im just me:) ) but the thing is i do, i thought the world of kelley, and to hold her meant the world to me. And its weird cause it sounds really messed up, i started fallin head over heels for someone who i barely even knew, we had only hung out with each other for 3 days. I always had the thought in my mind could i really truely like somebody without knowing them, but then i realized i do know her/ this girl......its Kelley Lynn Queen and i really really do like you.
The last day we had to hang out was finally here and i spent most of the day sick off my ass in my bed on the sidewalk, at some table outside and eventually at the dog. So its weird enough to see people you know at the mall, but i was with joe, kristin, scott and brian ( friends in cali.) and we ended up seeing Kelley and her friend tanya. Which was pretty freakin weird. but anywho we stayed and hung out at the mall for a bit, then we went to kelley's friend tracie's birthday party. I'd like to say that this party was the last image i have of being with kelley just because she looked so amazing pretty this night but, its not. But still just everything came together and her dimples made her even cuter. We left the party and joe, kristin, kelley and I (school house rocks taught me well, i am a grammer machine) took a cab to the bart, we sat outside on the curb and waited for the cab and just kinda sat to each other........what now..... we took the cab to the BART and i said the saddest goodbye ever....This was like directly out of a movie we kissed in front of BART knowing it was goin to be the last time we would see each other in a LONG time. This kiss was pure though, it was romantic, it had passion, and it was nice. A good kiss is something to remember and now all i can do is wait and long til the day comes when we kiss again. We said our goodbyes for a LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time and waved as we went up the escalator. The last image i have is kelley and kristin sitting near a tree with there backs turned. They seemed quiet and me and joe were quiet, and together this is weird cause we arent quiet people. I looked at Kelley as if takin a photographic memory then realized it was time to go home, sat down waited for the train and thought that was the saddest thing i have EVER had to do. I have never had a goodbye like that.
I looked to joe and say " Hey joe.....We're goin to Boston" and we begin the venture home.
We spend the night in the airport and i fall asleep really cold and i take this as a sign that i really miss kelley and fall asleep wishing that we could just fall asleep in each others arms all warm and cuddled up again. O YEAH!!! and dont think i forgot about my SIS, i knew i was goin to miss kristin a whole lot to. Not only did i get along good with kelley her friend kristin was awesome to. I think after callin her my Sis so much i actually got it worked into my head that she really was my sister, just cause she is so small and she could use a big brother like me to protect her, so i miss my SIS a WHOLE BUtT LOAD to.
So i am home now, just counting the days til i go back to the wonderful world of school, and go back to the some shitty job to make crap for money. but then ok thats life. And with all the crap that happens in life its could to know that there are people like Kelley out there and someday soon enough will see again. Life isnt supposed to be easy, anything in life worth getting is worth working for, so looks like i have a LOT of work down the road for myself.
P.S. The easiest way to let somebody know how you feel is to flat out tell them the truth.............I really like you kelley, your everything i look for in a girlfriend, if things were a little different i would ask you out in a heart beat. And i am sure you know not a day will go by that i want be thinkin/ missing you. And i look forward to the days when we can just do something as simple as cuddle and watch a movie. When times and people get you down just think of the song on the snowglobe and know that somewhere out there, there is somebody who really, truely, fully cares about you, and thats a PROMISE.............................No matter what happens between the two of us..........
Miss You :(
P.P.S. STOP BLUSHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
/ so 2 hours later= told you i would update eventually
Useless Fact: THE LIFESPAN OF A TASTEBUD IS TEN DAYS
Well i didnt want to be at home cause i cant stand my mom and i needed to get a job, so Joe gets me a job with him building pools, and i step into the wonderful world of pools in which i meet the biggest asshole in the world. AL Al is a man who has all the money he needs but, loves to work, nonstop everyday and also screw his workers over. He tells everyone to think when he is the one who never thinks. All summer long i just wanted to explain to him that it was him he was crazy not everyone else. So my summer goes on i work about 13 hours a day for Al and its a pain in the 'whatsit'. I am not one to take shit, sure i will let people say what they want but i will step down to anyone. So al wants to bitch at me, so i dont work that hard, and i have fun. So me and joe make the best of work and the little off time we have. We go to hampton beach every sunday and its great. So its june and i began to start getting messages back from kelley and i start thinkin ' hey she is pretty cool' and we began talkin online.
The summer gets rolling gets toward july and i forget all about bein at home because i am workin so much that i never am at home. Then i look forward to talkin to this girl who i dont even know, just because i love to meet new people especially when they are really cool. So we keep talkin online and i find out she is awesome, except for the fact that she lives in california, which was a big let down at first but, i really didnt seem to care i just enjoyed talking to her. We realized it was impossible to see each other, and it seemed like it for me that she was the only person on my mind, yeah its weird, u cant stop thinkin about someone you have never met, i knew it was weird, but i just put that aside. I told her joe dirt, that everybody looks up at the same night sky, so when we look up at the sky at the stars at the moment the person your thinkin of might be lookin at the stars to, and even though you arent together you are still connected for that one moment. And thats how things r pretty much now.
So july comes and i have a cruise to go on so i tell her i will be watchin the stars. The cruise was AMAZING. We went to Hispinola, Jamaica, Grand Caymans, and the Bahamas. And even though all the islands were awesome my favorite part was at night time you could just go out on to the top deck of the massive 15 story boat and see every single star in the sky perfectly. I think i stayed out for about 2-3 hours one night just lyin on a beach chair watchin the stars. And it was weird because for someone who i had never met it seemed we had already connected really well and i looked up at the stars that night and i thought of her, i thought of this girl Kelley who couldn't be further away from me at the time, and i smiled. Sometimes you just get a feeling like there r things in life you have to do and soon enough one of those eelings would hit me really hard. The cruise went on i got some jamaican rum in jamaica IT WAS AWESOME, I got TANKED........i mean TANKED. the last night i polished that bottle off and had a laundry list of other drinks, my brothers 21st birthday was AWESOME!!! for me!!! The cruise came to an end, i rocked the sluts..........i mean slots ;) rocked the old ladies................in BINGO! i just rocked. Then it was time to go home and back to the reality of my job.
The job was goin just craptacular, the only thing that changed the whole year was that Al went from being a huge fucking douche to being a huge fuckin douche and didnt bitch at me all day. But anywho work had finally started to slow down a tiny tiny bit. O YEAH!!! So i got home from the crusie and not only was there a job waiting but also a message from Kelley, so maybe she was thinking of me to while i was gone. It made me pretty excited, i love getting messages or letters or any mail. So one night we eventually decided to talk on the phone, i remember i was watching little rascals and i was kinda nervous, cause when you talk to someone for the first time it can be kinda scary, like what if she thought i sounded funny or didnt like the way i talk or who knows, but then i was like yeah o well who cares, and i decided to just be myself, in everyway, just be 100% ME with her, if she likes me WONDERFUL, if she just wants to be friends, you know what she is really cool so that would be FUCKIN awesome to, either way its win win. So we began talking on the phone and we find out that we have more in common then we ever thought we did. Are moms are both FUCKING NUTS, we both love hampton beach, and we both even love boogers. We started talkin on the phone more and more now and i was wicked happy cause she was just incredibly awesome, i even liked her voice a whole bunch, its cute, like really cute, and its adorable when i can make her laugh or blush because it just makes it even cuter. I just wished she lived closer.
Now i had already had hopes to go to California and go to disneyland but, it was more of just a pipe dream. Now hears where feelings and chances come into play...... Wouldnt you risk it all for a gut feeling......... I just had this feeling that i had to take a chance and do something big, i wanted to met this girl. And the whole thing just sounded crazy and it still does, meeting someone offline, you know them but you dont really know them, then going across the country to meet them........but for some reason i felt i had to take this chance, this girl just seemed to amazing and perfect from far away that i wanted to meet her. Now the original plan was to go to disney, red sox game and spend some time in san francisco, but now throw kelley into the mix and it made me so much more motivated to make this trip actually happen. So the trip ends up getting planned out like this......leave tuesday go to disney for two days red sox game and fly friday to oakland to meet this girl and spend time with her. Alright sounds good. Me and Joe go to disneyland and have an amazing time. We went to shows, all the rides, just acting like little kids. We went to the red sox game at angels stadium and it was awesome. half the fans were red sox fans and they were louder then the angels fans. Then came friday i was goin to fly to oakland to meet kelley.
JOE AND I (good use of grammer) get to oakland and we take a bus to the BART station ( worst transportaion service!!!) We now wait here for Kelley and her friend Kristin to arrive. We eventually see them we meet and we hug and already everything is great. I just think about how lucky i am to actually get to hang out with somebody as pretty as kelley is. It seemed like we were just really good friends who had never met b4 and everything just seemed to come together off that. Now idk about you but the best way to meet people is definitely 'HEY!!! Do you guys like VODKA!!!' that was like music to me and joes ears. I was like 'DO I!' So we 'SANG' the first night and i kinda had to keep an eye on joe because he drank a lot really fast, with the most magical shot glass on earth. Even ont he first night though when me and Kelley fell asleep things just seemed different, usually i would be waking up all night long tryin to find a position i can be comfortable but, with kelley i could just lie down and immediately i was comfortable, i felt secure.
That was the beginning to the perfect weekend, sat. all we did was lie down together in bed and be lazy. We eventually got up and went to IHOP and we went to a concert whcih was awesome. Thats right Lucky Boys Confusion in Oakland, and it was fun. We went hot tubbing and swimmmin in the pool that night and it was so relaxing. Then lying in bed i felt even more comfortable, it was kinda like when i cat cuddles up next to you but, pretend that cat is like a ball, and that was kelley :) and i just held her in my arms and we both fell asleep and i was really happy. The next day was the closest we came to being alone. And nothing happened like o u know, it was we watched the sunset on the golden gate bridge, which may not seem like a big deal, but by the way she was talking ok could tell that she felt safe and secure in my arms and i felt really good and i didnt want to let go, it would have been so nice to lie there on the beach with her warm body against mine and just enjoy the sound of waves crashing near us...........bbbbbbbbuuuuutttttt there was stuff to be done. We started walkin around and i started getting a huge massive headache but i just played it off like i was fine...........then we were walkin and i was like WWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT OMG!!!!!!!! i am in the level from tony hawk, i thought it was cool, so i took pictures. Once we got back to the hotel i just tried to act like i was fine even though i felt like absolute shit, cause i was afraid that the perfect atmosphere might go away and i was having such a good time i didnt want it to end. Eventually i felt better and i had to decided that this might be the last night i got to hang out with kelley, so i decided to give her the gift i got her in disneyland. I got her a snowglobe that plays when you wish upon a star. All of what we went through just seemed to easy , at the moment, like a fairy tale. You go through life not knowing who your goin to meet then once you finally meet someone its just like YIPPIE! i found you. Thats how i felt YIPPIE!!!!!just like that......YIPPIE!!!!!.........i look up at the stars every night and tthink of that girl, who in my eyes is perfect and at that moment it didnt seem to matter where the two of us came from/ the 3000 sum odd miles traveled to hold each other/ or how you met/ the only thing that matters at this exact moment in time is that i know right in front of me i have an amazing girl who sees everything eye to eye with me and in my eyes couldnt be more beautiful/cute/adorable/funny/pretty/SMELLY/perfect in any way. I know she doesnt think so (and i know for sure that i dont think of myself to be anything extra special im just me:) ) but the thing is i do, i thought the world of kelley, and to hold her meant the world to me. And its weird cause it sounds really messed up, i started fallin head over heels for someone who i barely even knew, we had only hung out with each other for 3 days. I always had the thought in my mind could i really truely like somebody without knowing them, but then i realized i do know her/ this girl......its Kelley Lynn Queen and i really really do like you.
The last day we had to hang out was finally here and i spent most of the day sick off my ass in my bed on the sidewalk, at some table outside and eventually at the dog. So its weird enough to see people you know at the mall, but i was with joe, kristin, scott and brian ( friends in cali.) and we ended up seeing Kelley and her friend tanya. Which was pretty freakin weird. but anywho we stayed and hung out at the mall for a bit, then we went to kelley's friend tracie's birthday party. I'd like to say that this party was the last image i have of being with kelley just because she looked so amazing pretty this night but, its not. But still just everything came together and her dimples made her even cuter. We left the party and joe, kristin, kelley and I (school house rocks taught me well, i am a grammer machine) took a cab to the bart, we sat outside on the curb and waited for the cab and just kinda sat to each other........what now..... we took the cab to the BART and i said the saddest goodbye ever....This was like directly out of a movie we kissed in front of BART knowing it was goin to be the last time we would see each other in a LONG time. This kiss was pure though, it was romantic, it had passion, and it was nice. A good kiss is something to remember and now all i can do is wait and long til the day comes when we kiss again. We said our goodbyes for a LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time and waved as we went up the escalator. The last image i have is kelley and kristin sitting near a tree with there backs turned. They seemed quiet and me and joe were quiet, and together this is weird cause we arent quiet people. I looked at Kelley as if takin a photographic memory then realized it was time to go home, sat down waited for the train and thought that was the saddest thing i have EVER had to do. I have never had a goodbye like that.
I looked to joe and say " Hey joe.....We're goin to Boston" and we begin the venture home.
We spend the night in the airport and i fall asleep really cold and i take this as a sign that i really miss kelley and fall asleep wishing that we could just fall asleep in each others arms all warm and cuddled up again. O YEAH!!! and dont think i forgot about my SIS, i knew i was goin to miss kristin a whole lot to. Not only did i get along good with kelley her friend kristin was awesome to. I think after callin her my Sis so much i actually got it worked into my head that she really was my sister, just cause she is so small and she could use a big brother like me to protect her, so i miss my SIS a WHOLE BUtT LOAD to.
So i am home now, just counting the days til i go back to the wonderful world of school, and go back to the some shitty job to make crap for money. but then ok thats life. And with all the crap that happens in life its could to know that there are people like Kelley out there and someday soon enough will see again. Life isnt supposed to be easy, anything in life worth getting is worth working for, so looks like i have a LOT of work down the road for myself.
P.S. The easiest way to let somebody know how you feel is to flat out tell them the truth.............I really like you kelley, your everything i look for in a girlfriend, if things were a little different i would ask you out in a heart beat. And i am sure you know not a day will go by that i want be thinkin/ missing you. And i look forward to the days when we can just do something as simple as cuddle and watch a movie. When times and people get you down just think of the song on the snowglobe and know that somewhere out there, there is somebody who really, truely, fully cares about you, and thats a PROMISE.............................No matter what happens between the two of us..........
Miss You :(
P.P.S. STOP BLUSHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
/ so 2 hours later= told you i would update eventually
Useless Fact: THE LIFESPAN OF A TASTEBUD IS TEN DAYS