Talk About Karma
Gilly came over last night, brought a brownie from Qdoba's with him 'cause they're amazing. We watched TV for a while and when he left he told me he loved me. I couldn't lie to him anymore, so all I did was smile. He called me out on not saying it back and all I could say was "it's been a while." I feel bad, but he needs to realize that it's over. He deserves a girl who will love him as much as he loves her. And that's not me. I've tried to make it be me, but I can't and I don't know why. I know he would never hurt me, he could never break my heart, but for some reason it's not enough.