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times for an actual update :O
lets see... for the past month or so been engulfed with lesbians which usually leave me happy in my own little world.... but then again when am i sad in there. Once again stupid bullshit happened (heather brought up a good point. all stupid drama happens around me for some reason... why is that?) Which leaves me wondering is it worth it. Being friends and being there.... yes. Being screamed at for a week..... fuuuuuuuck no bitchs. (this is confusing ...suck it up) The final flowers that were left werent to say i love you they were to say i feel like our friendship is ending and is how i feel. My bodys letting me be sads for like a days and what not cause i think it doesnt love her anymore or something. i have no fucking clue or really want to care for that reason. .... pfft whatev
On another note.... lol at making out with a guy at a gay club. The laura does ridiculous things CONTINUES and is back in action ;3
Ive been talking to lots of potential lololol situations (im not over whats her face but ill never stop myself from a lol situation) eh.
shit happens ... but i have WAY to much fight in me to just let something i want go. hmmm ok.
ASIDE from bitches and whatnot im looking into colleges and stuff. Im looking up motorcycle info. Gonna go to the bank soon and get a savings account so i can get that ho started. i have a new desire to fence and get good at it... but also working with soccer and job and school and trying to hangout with people (as if im not failing at that right now) that would be pretty much whats going on.
lets see... for the past month or so been engulfed with lesbians which usually leave me happy in my own little world.... but then again when am i sad in there. Once again stupid bullshit happened (heather brought up a good point. all stupid drama happens around me for some reason... why is that?) Which leaves me wondering is it worth it. Being friends and being there.... yes. Being screamed at for a week..... fuuuuuuuck no bitchs. (this is confusing ...suck it up) The final flowers that were left werent to say i love you they were to say i feel like our friendship is ending and is how i feel. My bodys letting me be sads for like a days and what not cause i think it doesnt love her anymore or something. i have no fucking clue or really want to care for that reason. .... pfft whatev
On another note.... lol at making out with a guy at a gay club. The laura does ridiculous things CONTINUES and is back in action ;3
Ive been talking to lots of potential lololol situations (im not over whats her face but ill never stop myself from a lol situation) eh.
shit happens ... but i have WAY to much fight in me to just let something i want go. hmmm ok.
ASIDE from bitches and whatnot im looking into colleges and stuff. Im looking up motorcycle info. Gonna go to the bank soon and get a savings account so i can get that ho started. i have a new desire to fence and get good at it... but also working with soccer and job and school and trying to hangout with people (as if im not failing at that right now) that would be pretty much whats going on.