nato...

[chester]

i feel like i am in the army again,
mobilized here and there,
i really had quite enough,
mentally exhausted...

dreading to go back to school for once,
used to actually enjoy it,
now seeing others getting the break,
made me think otherwise why i took up the job...

thought that i could do good,
now just feel lousy,
unhealthy to feel this way,
pencil-pushers...