Long Time No See
Seriously, my last post was in November, I just realised today. Typical of me, busy again to the point of vomiting.
No excuses, though! I am here and let's live in the now (heh). Truth is, I just got tired from same old stuff.
Anyway, I have a few days off now and I found myself looking into some Arashi comms and I see contests. I felt like taking part but... can't find any power in myself to write.Why no inspiration?? I hate doing things only half-heartedly so I would hate a badly-written fic and I can't do that to Arashi - hate things related to them. So. I keep scolding myself and trying to come up with ideas and motivation by re-reading some old stories but nothing comes to me.
I am writing new teaching programmes, though, and learning some Japanese, so my brain can't be dead yet. I'll get better!
For now, have a photo of a Polish seaside in December (from my three-day vacation in a spa hotel with husband).
No excuses, though! I am here and let's live in the now (heh). Truth is, I just got tired from same old stuff.
Anyway, I have a few days off now and I found myself looking into some Arashi comms and I see contests. I felt like taking part but... can't find any power in myself to write.Why no inspiration?? I hate doing things only half-heartedly so I would hate a badly-written fic and I can't do that to Arashi - hate things related to them. So. I keep scolding myself and trying to come up with ideas and motivation by re-reading some old stories but nothing comes to me.
I am writing new teaching programmes, though, and learning some Japanese, so my brain can't be dead yet. I'll get better!
For now, have a photo of a Polish seaside in December (from my three-day vacation in a spa hotel with husband).