Work
So my work has taken me hostage and will not let me go until I collapse with a massive nosebleed or any other significant health disorder.
It's not very bad. If I had hated the job, I would never have stayed. But my body seems to dislike working in general and I can't help it. Today I lasted quite long until 2 pm when I was hit with a profound headache. I blindly escaped home (how did I even drive in that state?), promising I'll be there tomorrow. Ehh.
Had a talk with Coordinator no.1 today. Since I have three of them above me now. Each one thinking they're the most important. It's not said explicitly, but during the talk I could feel a question so your loyalty is here now, ne? and a small disappointment when I couldn't answer without doubt.
I have been the Middle School teacher exclusively for three years; and a Diploma teacher for a year. Being a Primary teacher as well now doesn't mean I stop being a teacher there. They will expect as much as there was in the previous years. C1 seemed to understand that but appeared miffed, too. She even called my other lessons "upstairs work". Hah. Wait till C2 and C3 hear that.
But now it's time to go back to planning and organising. I actually love this part of my work, as much as the teaching. IPC is fun and a challenge and I hope, just hope, I will be good at it.
I wish I could go to an Arashi concert...............
It's not very bad. If I had hated the job, I would never have stayed. But my body seems to dislike working in general and I can't help it. Today I lasted quite long until 2 pm when I was hit with a profound headache. I blindly escaped home (how did I even drive in that state?), promising I'll be there tomorrow. Ehh.
Had a talk with Coordinator no.1 today. Since I have three of them above me now. Each one thinking they're the most important. It's not said explicitly, but during the talk I could feel a question so your loyalty is here now, ne? and a small disappointment when I couldn't answer without doubt.
I have been the Middle School teacher exclusively for three years; and a Diploma teacher for a year. Being a Primary teacher as well now doesn't mean I stop being a teacher there. They will expect as much as there was in the previous years. C1 seemed to understand that but appeared miffed, too. She even called my other lessons "upstairs work". Hah. Wait till C2 and C3 hear that.
But now it's time to go back to planning and organising. I actually love this part of my work, as much as the teaching. IPC is fun and a challenge and I hope, just hope, I will be good at it.
I wish I could go to an Arashi concert...............