am i scary or ust a paranoid weirdo. neither option looks appealing
im not sure what to think... except its probably just a coinccidence or my subconscious minds ability to step into 3rd person observation. im not sure. HOWEVER, while reading through an old paper journal of mine i disovered that a lot of my entries and stories were very similar to my current life. Just one example; a story about a woman named lynn than unexpectantly got pregnant and than predicted complications with her pregnancy. as though the story line isnt similar enough, my middle name is lynn. which i could have used for ODVIOUS reasons, but still, i never used familar names for any other story. heh, i think the true test will be to see if zach nolda really does become a gym teacher like in my journal. lol. he so WILL
maybe its my bodies way of preparing myself for challenges to come? or maybe i subconsciously try to live out my stories? i dunno. there are poems i wrote about being dead... ugh, im feeling self conscious. the more i think about it the more creeped out im getting.
im just going to go walk my dogs instead of dwelling on this one
maybe its my bodies way of preparing myself for challenges to come? or maybe i subconsciously try to live out my stories? i dunno. there are poems i wrote about being dead... ugh, im feeling self conscious. the more i think about it the more creeped out im getting.
im just going to go walk my dogs instead of dwelling on this one