Finally, an Update

[chesire_grin]

Been a while...yea, I know. Got grounded from the computer for an indefinite amount of time. And it sucks. I can`t be there for one of my best friends, and that gnaws at me. The only way I hear from him is through my boyfriend.

I`m not supposed to be on right now, so I have to make this short, though I really don`t want to go... But even if I wasn`t taking the risk of having the computer taken away forever, I`d still have to leave. Yoshi, I used EvoChamber. Hope you don`t mind. I wasn`t on long.

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me