May 02, 2013 11:17
I woke up this morning from a very disturbing dream. I was with someone and we both had some bad guy cornered in a big old shed. this guy hoped into a car and was gonna drive his way out. i tried to back away so i wouldn't get run over and when i got outside, i noticed my left leg had a big hole in it. i didn't know how it got there, if i was shot or what. i just remember seeing a bunch of flies trying to go inside the wound. I wasnt bleeding either and i wasnt in pain, but i kept staring at it.
then cut to me being in the hospital but it felt like a therapy center and i was chatting with john goodman and watching some IV drip but it looked like one of those hourglass sand thingys. my aunt Murphy stopped by to visit me or to take me home, i dont know which but i felt very comforted by her presence.
I tried to look up the meaning of this dream and some of it makes sense but im still not sure what the whole meaning is. it's funny that in the dream it was my left leg, the same side as my real life recovering toe infection, which i chalked up to not being able to move forward in my life or something to that idea.
the fucked up thing is i wanna move forward but to where? i cant see the path to where i need to go. i just have to ask the cosmos for help i guess and hope im guided in the right direction. meanwhile the universe is giving me all kinds of synchros so thats a good sign. anyway, i will write more if i get more insight on this.
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