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i miss having insightful, helpful things to say.
useful or interesting or valuable things to say.
funny, intelligent things to say.
most of the time it feels like my brain is no longer connected to me. like im just drifting. that most of the time, even when im happy i feel like i have nothing to really offer. seperated. distant. kind of...worthless. empty.
i hope its just the depression. that probably sounds strange to say. its just a fuck of a lot easier to deal with than the alternative idea that as i get older i start to suck more.
useful or interesting or valuable things to say.
funny, intelligent things to say.
most of the time it feels like my brain is no longer connected to me. like im just drifting. that most of the time, even when im happy i feel like i have nothing to really offer. seperated. distant. kind of...worthless. empty.
i hope its just the depression. that probably sounds strange to say. its just a fuck of a lot easier to deal with than the alternative idea that as i get older i start to suck more.