Sep 13, 2006 10:31
have i ever clearly expressed how fucking frustrating it is to not have the words to explain how i feel? its amazing i have any goddamn hair left on my head.
im not entirely sure ive been breathing at all for weeks now. "flying on faith". i cant look at the possibility that its denial. i cannot give up. i cannot.
I Love Him more than anything in this goddamn world. i would give any goddamn thing to have him back in my life.
why cant you See? why cant you Know? if you cant tell the difference between the past and now--if the illusions the past has created are too strong to see through, let me help you. let me show you the Truth. let me Prove my Love for you.
I Cannot Be Without You.
Together, We Are Unshakable. Untouchable. Gunfighters, Always Back To Back.
without you, i am not even half of what I Could Be.
without you, i am not even alive. i am the walking dead.
we Must get through this, Together. it is the only way. it is Who We Are.