update...long overdue
There was a girl who used to write in her journal almost everyday,
And then one day she just faded away,
Time Passed and seasons changed,
Some friendships even became a bit estranged,
School, Work and new relationships,
No word from her till just after a lunar eclipse,
Here she comes back,
Into your life.
That girl is me,
I am truly sorry,
Glad to be back,
And definately on track.
So enough of the rhymic rambling, I am glad to say I am doing really well. I am sure that I will not have time to write everyday, but much more often is my goal.
Started school August 16th, I am taking Microbiology..didn't think I would be able to swing it since I wasn't registered, or on the waiting list...and yet...here I am.
I worked really hard to get the first few days off of work, just in case they didn't let me know about my school schedule request..and they didn't, but I was covered.
So I show up, really early, hoping to add the class. I had already emailed the professor, asking about my chances of getting into the class...his response was "you will never win the game unless you play!" that said it all, at least I knew that her was a funny guy, which was a good sign. There were a lot of people there, including a few trying to add like me. In the first 10-15 minutes he told those of us trying to add to write our names down on a sheet of paper, and it went into "the lottery" for the potential spots in the class. After that, more than one person came in and asked if they could add and were denied.
I didn't find out until the third session that he would add me on as a "float", which means that I got to choose which lab section I wanted to be in. I asked for the early one, since the other would overlap with work.
I was so relieved that it all worked out...thank god, I really need this class.
I was also excited, because this adoreabe blonde that I had befriended during the adding limbo, got into the same lab as me...yae.
The professor, Axel Duwe, yeah his first name is Axel, doesn't that rock! is funny and seems to fit my learning style almost perfectly!
No homework, weekly quizzes, tests of course...and labs. That's it.
Besides the presentation, final and the lap practicals...I can manage this.
So my schedule is pretty sweet, I think..
M work 8:00am-4:15pm
T Class 8:00am-10:50am and Work 12:15pm-4:15pm
W Off
Th Class 8:00am-10:50am
F work 8:00-4:15pm
Candi is working at round Table again, in Walnut Creek..which isn't ideal but it works for now.
She is taking Intro to the Criminal Justice System at Los Medanos on Monday nights.
This gives us both time to study, and have our personal time, which it really good.
We celebrated our 1 YEAR anniversary on August 20th!
I can't believe it's been a whole year already...it flew by, I couldn't be any happier. She is so patient with me, and my issues from my emotionally abusive relationships with Vanessa, and Matt. I keep waiting for her to get fed up, and leave, or get mad...something but she supports me with all her being..and that means the world to me.I know she doesn't really understand from her own experiences, but she tries, and respects me boundaries and current limitations. I love that.
I feel very bad that I have not been very available, emotionally and physically for y'all..I am hoping to improve on that one.
So much change, being so busy, new relationship...everything adds up to me pulling away, in an attempt to preserve my sanity.
Miss you all
Love you all!
And then one day she just faded away,
Time Passed and seasons changed,
Some friendships even became a bit estranged,
School, Work and new relationships,
No word from her till just after a lunar eclipse,
Here she comes back,
Into your life.
That girl is me,
I am truly sorry,
Glad to be back,
And definately on track.
So enough of the rhymic rambling, I am glad to say I am doing really well. I am sure that I will not have time to write everyday, but much more often is my goal.
Started school August 16th, I am taking Microbiology..didn't think I would be able to swing it since I wasn't registered, or on the waiting list...and yet...here I am.
I worked really hard to get the first few days off of work, just in case they didn't let me know about my school schedule request..and they didn't, but I was covered.
So I show up, really early, hoping to add the class. I had already emailed the professor, asking about my chances of getting into the class...his response was "you will never win the game unless you play!" that said it all, at least I knew that her was a funny guy, which was a good sign. There were a lot of people there, including a few trying to add like me. In the first 10-15 minutes he told those of us trying to add to write our names down on a sheet of paper, and it went into "the lottery" for the potential spots in the class. After that, more than one person came in and asked if they could add and were denied.
I didn't find out until the third session that he would add me on as a "float", which means that I got to choose which lab section I wanted to be in. I asked for the early one, since the other would overlap with work.
I was so relieved that it all worked out...thank god, I really need this class.
I was also excited, because this adoreabe blonde that I had befriended during the adding limbo, got into the same lab as me...yae.
The professor, Axel Duwe, yeah his first name is Axel, doesn't that rock! is funny and seems to fit my learning style almost perfectly!
No homework, weekly quizzes, tests of course...and labs. That's it.
Besides the presentation, final and the lap practicals...I can manage this.
So my schedule is pretty sweet, I think..
M work 8:00am-4:15pm
T Class 8:00am-10:50am and Work 12:15pm-4:15pm
W Off
Th Class 8:00am-10:50am
F work 8:00-4:15pm
Candi is working at round Table again, in Walnut Creek..which isn't ideal but it works for now.
She is taking Intro to the Criminal Justice System at Los Medanos on Monday nights.
This gives us both time to study, and have our personal time, which it really good.
We celebrated our 1 YEAR anniversary on August 20th!
I can't believe it's been a whole year already...it flew by, I couldn't be any happier. She is so patient with me, and my issues from my emotionally abusive relationships with Vanessa, and Matt. I keep waiting for her to get fed up, and leave, or get mad...something but she supports me with all her being..and that means the world to me.I know she doesn't really understand from her own experiences, but she tries, and respects me boundaries and current limitations. I love that.
I feel very bad that I have not been very available, emotionally and physically for y'all..I am hoping to improve on that one.
So much change, being so busy, new relationship...everything adds up to me pulling away, in an attempt to preserve my sanity.
Miss you all
Love you all!