Oct 23, 2003 15:46
I just got out of bed
last night was hard, as soon as he said goodbye it started, I wanted him to stay, then he started like stalling and he wouldnt go so eventually I left. That was hard, then I had a dream about him, where he cheated on me, there was a lot going on in the dream but I remember he cheated on me. I really need to talk to him, I miss him so much.