fairness
It really isnt fair. Jesse and I, when were together physically, things are incredible, their beyond believable. I know I love him, I could never doubt it when Im with him. But because of circumstance, we might never be able to expierience that again, or if we do which, I hope we do because I dont know about him but...that is enough for me, its everything I ever wanted and I cant handle the idea that because we cant be together right now at this moment, we'll never be able to have that again.