not mine

[cheshirespy]

this is were the clock strikes midnight
this is were our love turns into a disaster
this is when every thing you thought you needed
kills you while you weren't paying attention

and we

we all warned you
this shit you just don't need
love and relationships
would make you bleed
forever, forever

now i sit here all alone
contemplating bleeding some more
while i wonder when did everything i love
turn around and hate me

and now

the cuts won't stop bleeding
the blood leaves just like your love
knives and fists
would make me bleed
forever, forever

these are the things you thought you needed
love, friends, and happy endings
but you won't be getting any of these here
not when a broken heart was ordered
not when a broken heart

screaming at the top of my lungs
hoping you can hear this
when i see your face
everything i worry about disappears

i hope at one time, you knew you wanted to love me
because i know that i wanted to love you
even though my heart is broken
one day some one can fix me up

do you cry when you listen to our song
i bleed every-time i see you walk by
so this is the last time i will say it and maybe you'll listen

loving you was like a blade to my heart
even though it killed me, it was great to be touched

my day was yesterday, your day is tomorrow
what do i have to look forward to
you are all of the things i need
you are my definition of love, friends, and happy endings

these are all of the things you thought you needed
so just let me go, just let me go
because i've been in love to long, to be still holding on
so just let me go, and you can move on to tomorrow