There is no spoon...
Haven't posted for a while... (Sorry Dan.) Haven't had much to say... Don't have much I'm "allowed" to say. Fuck that.
I miss Sabi... 'M sick of hearing this shit about what they're gonna do to her when she gets back... She shouldn't be punnished for things that her mother drove her to... Can't believe how ignorant her mother is. She insists on blaming the reasons that Sabi's always so depressed on everything /but/ the source. Gee. If /your/ mother were an alcoholic and never really a mother to you, I think that'd make a pretty big impact on you too.
Poor Sabi... Guts me to know how miserable she is and not be able to do anything about it... So yeah. Sabi has thought of suicide. But who hasn't? She's tried it but so has her mother. Sabi. is. not. suicidal. And even if she was then how would taking everything she loves help her? Does that make any sense to ANYONE?! I think that'd make her worse of than she supposedly is! I don' want her to go... Don't want her mother to force her to transfer schools...
I wish she could come here... Even if just for a little bit... When she's 18 she will... But that just seems like so far away... **Sighs.**
Erin's been dragging me to her house after school everyday last and this week. Fine. All I really do is serve as a living life force around her that looks through 'A Child is Born' book and freak out when I see the baby's head coming through the vagina and throw the book acrossed the room screaming like a mad-ma--er... woman.
I miss Sabi... 'M sick of hearing this shit about what they're gonna do to her when she gets back... She shouldn't be punnished for things that her mother drove her to... Can't believe how ignorant her mother is. She insists on blaming the reasons that Sabi's always so depressed on everything /but/ the source. Gee. If /your/ mother were an alcoholic and never really a mother to you, I think that'd make a pretty big impact on you too.
Poor Sabi... Guts me to know how miserable she is and not be able to do anything about it... So yeah. Sabi has thought of suicide. But who hasn't? She's tried it but so has her mother. Sabi. is. not. suicidal. And even if she was then how would taking everything she loves help her? Does that make any sense to ANYONE?! I think that'd make her worse of than she supposedly is! I don' want her to go... Don't want her mother to force her to transfer schools...
I wish she could come here... Even if just for a little bit... When she's 18 she will... But that just seems like so far away... **Sighs.**
Erin's been dragging me to her house after school everyday last and this week. Fine. All I really do is serve as a living life force around her that looks through 'A Child is Born' book and freak out when I see the baby's head coming through the vagina and throw the book acrossed the room screaming like a mad-ma--er... woman.