Everything that you thought I could be has fallen apart, right in front of you...
Hey, I haven't updated in like a month. This is nuts. I haven't really had anything to say. Anyhow, I'm chilling at Jeremy's at the moment. He's downstairs talking to his landlord type dude. They're having some issues. And I don't know what to do because I have to be home soon, but I don't want to go down there and interupt. Fuck.
So, anyhow, today was uneventful. We had a pep assembly at school and it was nuts. I hate school spirit. Anyhow, after school me and Amy came over to Jeremy's. Beau came over a bit later and Remy came over after that. Beau and Amy got drunk and me and Jerm talked and I petted his hair. It is very soft. =D. Anyhow, then Remy came over and we hung out. Amy and Beau left to go to see their friend Megan and me and Jerm and Remy went to the park and hung out. Remy had to leave at like 10:30 so I came back to Jerm's and we chilled for a bit longer. Then he went downstairs and I think I hear yelling.
Fuck, I need to be home in 10 minutes. This isn't good. Jerm might get kicked out and all I can think about is the fact that I need a ride. Shit.
Ok, so one more week and then October Break. I'm so excited. And Mike is coming home for the week. I'm happy, but I'm sad at the same time. It'll be nice to see him, but it'll be so sad when he has to leave again. Nevermind the fact that I broke plans with my dad so that I could stay here and see Mike. It's going to be my dad's birthday, too. I feel so bad. And I can't go to his house for Christmas Break either because that's when I'm getting off my antidepressants and I'm going to want to kill myself whether I'm stressed or not. I get so depressed at his house to begin with. I feel so bad.
So yeah, not much else is going on. Tomorrow is Homecoming and I don't actually want to go, but I'm going for Meredith. She wants to go for a bit and doesn't really have anyone else to go with. So I'll go for a bit and then go do something else. Not sure what, but I'll figure it out then. Probably chill with Jeremy and Remy again.
Well, hey, I'm going to go. Much love. Muah.
Anna
So, anyhow, today was uneventful. We had a pep assembly at school and it was nuts. I hate school spirit. Anyhow, after school me and Amy came over to Jeremy's. Beau came over a bit later and Remy came over after that. Beau and Amy got drunk and me and Jerm talked and I petted his hair. It is very soft. =D. Anyhow, then Remy came over and we hung out. Amy and Beau left to go to see their friend Megan and me and Jerm and Remy went to the park and hung out. Remy had to leave at like 10:30 so I came back to Jerm's and we chilled for a bit longer. Then he went downstairs and I think I hear yelling.
Fuck, I need to be home in 10 minutes. This isn't good. Jerm might get kicked out and all I can think about is the fact that I need a ride. Shit.
Ok, so one more week and then October Break. I'm so excited. And Mike is coming home for the week. I'm happy, but I'm sad at the same time. It'll be nice to see him, but it'll be so sad when he has to leave again. Nevermind the fact that I broke plans with my dad so that I could stay here and see Mike. It's going to be my dad's birthday, too. I feel so bad. And I can't go to his house for Christmas Break either because that's when I'm getting off my antidepressants and I'm going to want to kill myself whether I'm stressed or not. I get so depressed at his house to begin with. I feel so bad.
So yeah, not much else is going on. Tomorrow is Homecoming and I don't actually want to go, but I'm going for Meredith. She wants to go for a bit and doesn't really have anyone else to go with. So I'll go for a bit and then go do something else. Not sure what, but I'll figure it out then. Probably chill with Jeremy and Remy again.
Well, hey, I'm going to go. Much love. Muah.
Anna