(no subject)
i have to rid myself of this writers block
a writer
with a writers block
......
useless.
dont know why i thought here was a good place to start
words
[[...make coherent sentences...]]
I'm suffering a mild case of
[[fuck fuck fuck]]
ahem.
I have 28 pages of paper to write within the next 5 days.
[[theres one.!]]
Productivity is at an all time low; the unfortunate result of this...
funk.
Coffee, double double.
The whiteness of the display searing holes in my retinas.
Stupid Microsoft Word.
I spilt Jack Daniels on my bed spread
leaving my mattress ashamed and naked on my floor
amidst the mindlessly strewn fragments of my life.
Ill cover it before I sleep (provide some de facto sense of order to my chaos) whenever that may be.
I hate the feeling of the mattress, makes my skin crawl.
[[flashbacks... restless nights]]
I'm writing, but I am saying nothing.
Article tonight,
research papers this week.
Last week of classes,
exams the following week...
My personal life is of no consideration to me any more,
not to any great extent.
(personal life?)
drama.
complication.
I just want to live my life...
Rolling stone gathers no moss.
[thats what they say]]
All that aside,
all Colorado aside,
I find investment to be rather trivial.
Some people say Im bitter,
but Ive been called a lot worse.
I dont feel bitter,
the implications would be emotional,
I think its just broken...
...
Word vomit.
Am i coming in clear yet?
a writer
with a writers block
......
useless.
dont know why i thought here was a good place to start
words
[[...make coherent sentences...]]
I'm suffering a mild case of
[[fuck fuck fuck]]
ahem.
I have 28 pages of paper to write within the next 5 days.
[[theres one.!]]
Productivity is at an all time low; the unfortunate result of this...
funk.
Coffee, double double.
The whiteness of the display searing holes in my retinas.
Stupid Microsoft Word.
I spilt Jack Daniels on my bed spread
leaving my mattress ashamed and naked on my floor
amidst the mindlessly strewn fragments of my life.
Ill cover it before I sleep (provide some de facto sense of order to my chaos) whenever that may be.
I hate the feeling of the mattress, makes my skin crawl.
[[flashbacks... restless nights]]
I'm writing, but I am saying nothing.
Article tonight,
research papers this week.
Last week of classes,
exams the following week...
My personal life is of no consideration to me any more,
not to any great extent.
(personal life?)
drama.
complication.
I just want to live my life...
Rolling stone gathers no moss.
[thats what they say]]
All that aside,
all Colorado aside,
I find investment to be rather trivial.
Some people say Im bitter,
but Ive been called a lot worse.
I dont feel bitter,
the implications would be emotional,
I think its just broken...
...
Word vomit.
Am i coming in clear yet?