Well, I'M Fucked
So here's the situation. It's all my fault I know, I should never have made this agreement, but you'll have to believe me it seemed good at the time. A friend of mine and I realized that IRON needed good lighting, and he decided he wanted to buy some. He figured out he could put out so much money from each check for three months, and get around $2000 worth of lighting. It was further determined that he could get them all at once, if he had a Guitar Center card. He was declined, so I checked and was approved for $2000. We bought the lights, and the shows now look great. Problem is, I haven't seen a dime! I make NOTHING off my paychecks right now. As of today, Guitar Center is planning on taking legal action. Yay me, I get to take the fall. Hell I hardly hear from the friend anymore, and when I do it's only ever about how life sucks for him. Meanwhile, my life is getting screwed up. I used to pride myself on having good credit. That's gone. I guess getting a place is pretty much gone too. Hmmm, I'm sure student loans are going to be easy to get. I was looking forward to going back to school.
What I would give to have never made this arrangement!!! I trusted someone, and now will be screwed for a long time because of it. I know he doesn't care, he can only ever see himself as a victim anymore, not anyone else. He's spiraling out of control, hearing only what he wants to hear to fuel his anger and rage, and there's nothing I can do about it. He won't listen to me anymore. The fact that so many ppl are cutting their ties doesn't seem to mean anything to him. Besides, disagreeing with him is not allowed, cuz he's ALWAYS right! With all the pain and heartache that he has caused a lot of ppl, why do I have to take the fucking fall?!?
I believe in friendship, and brotherhood. I guess it's made me too trusting. Now I'm fucked
What I would give to have never made this arrangement!!! I trusted someone, and now will be screwed for a long time because of it. I know he doesn't care, he can only ever see himself as a victim anymore, not anyone else. He's spiraling out of control, hearing only what he wants to hear to fuel his anger and rage, and there's nothing I can do about it. He won't listen to me anymore. The fact that so many ppl are cutting their ties doesn't seem to mean anything to him. Besides, disagreeing with him is not allowed, cuz he's ALWAYS right! With all the pain and heartache that he has caused a lot of ppl, why do I have to take the fucking fall?!?
I believe in friendship, and brotherhood. I guess it's made me too trusting. Now I'm fucked