Strike a Pose
I think this may be a record week of me wearing a dress/skirt to school all week.
I really like dressing nicely, and now that I realize I was voted best dressed with best style I feel really confident in my clothing and I feel like people are looking up to my style and I don't want to let them down, not only that but when I'm dressed nicely I feel better about myself and have more confidence :) And that's a good thing to have, plus I love that all week when I see Austin and his girlfriend together during the middle of whatever conversation they are having he keeps looking to me staring multiple times. I wish he would just dump her and ask me out already. Hah, wishful thinking.
Going out for dinner with Brittany Today after rehearsal...oh crap, speaking of I totally forgot to bring a change of clothes...so looks like I'm dancing in a dress....ohhh boy and we have to do a skirt flip...well I guess its a pretend skirt flip for me because I'm not flippen without spanks on, lol.
mmmm coffee yummy yum yum, french vanilla cappucino and coffee cake. nom nom.
Ugh, what am I saying, I decided I want to go on a diet, but living in Victoria's house that's practically impossible since there's really only junk food around, if I want to diet it will be a diet of Anorexia. I feel like I've gained so much since I've moved in there, some days I have two bowls of ice cream in addition to snacking on other stuff and that's just not healthy for a person, and I cannot gain anymore weight, I'm already noticing how much tighter my jeans fit and it gets me kind of depressed because I come up with all of these cute outfit ideas, but then the jeans don't fit right and give me a fat role here, or make my thunder thighs seem 10 times bigger than they actually are. SPEAKING OF CLOTHES! I need to go shopping to re-evaluate my wardrobe, I have so many childish t-shirts and sweat-shirts from my earlier High school years but I have grown out of that style now, I need to buy some cute short skirts that actually fit my body well and some more dresses, dress pants, and nice tops. Hopefully when I go back home in July I can get a job at some place like American Eagle or Charlotte Ruse. I need money and clothes and a Car...ugh I just need so much but I don't have the money for it, I need a magic lottery ticket...HAH WHICH I CAN TOTES DO NOW CAUSE IM 18! 8D
I have my Final for American Studies and Latin 2 tomorrow, uber nervous because Latin is so hard for me D: Plus I have a B- in the course, so I cant get anymore bad grades if I want to graduate with two 4's and two 3's. ....OMG WE HAVE SOME KIND OF QUIZ TODAY AND I FORGOT!!!!! OMG OMG OMG FML!!! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHTA I WAS SUPPOSED TO STUDY!!! GAH!!!
FAIL!
