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[17:22] XNuclearWinter: i took mescaline again and it was really really fucked up
[17:22] omfgitsblublo: TOLD YOU
[17:22] XNuclearWinter: i got stuck in that same shitty loop but i got out of it
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: it must mean something
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: the same one exact?
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: its bullshit. the circle.
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: YES
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: SEE
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: not quite but same idea
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: its a stupid stupid game
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: yeah i know it. i mean, i already knew it existed..
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: i know! and i kept saying the same thing
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: thats so weird man
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: what was the loop?
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: and i was like
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: this is dumb im ignoring this!
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: and derek got stuck in it too and he got all sad
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: it was bad
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: and then these weird sigils stared appearing from my veins in my hand
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: it was crazy
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: it was like.. sone sirt if spirit going into different beings and dying and coming back over and over again to suffer
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: yeh!!!
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: and not being able to escape
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: kind of
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: its like
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: blobs
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: and they throw around energy of badness
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: s as
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: sorry wrong widnow
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: yeah
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: it was really horrible
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: i dunno i ugess thats how it is
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: yeh see, i wasnt just freaking out that nite for no reason
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: yeah i know it
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: its weird you got caught in the same loop though
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: yeah.. because thats how it is!
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: its fucking retarted
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: i know
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: seriously
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: the stupidest game ever
[17:26] XNuclearWinter: thats why vadim was all about anti matter and shit because its like some sort of trap
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: thats weird that you cant get out of it though
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: no one can
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: and it just keeps going around and around
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: and doesnt stop
[17:26] XNuclearWinter: yeah i know it
[17:27] XNuclearWinter: i already knew it was like that but to actually experience in such rapid motion was really disturbing
[17:27] omfgitsblublo: like, what did they look like? like dark blobs on brown?
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: it wasnt blobs it was actual things but the same concept but the generalenvironment where everything was taking place was all brown and nasty and depressing
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: YESSSS
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: THATS SO FUCKING WEIRD
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: DUDE
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: WTF
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: and it wasnt just me
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: derek saw the same shit
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: it was me, and derek
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: it was really fucked up
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: yeh
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: yeah..
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: doesnt it like, really make an impact on you after?
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: like you'll never forget it
[17:29] XNuclearWinter: yeah.. i mean i already sort of understood shit to be that way but it made me feel pretty sad
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: its like every bad emotion getting thrown at you every time
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: like every 6 secs
[17:30] XNuclearWinter: yeah
[17:30] omfgitsblublo: what is it dude?
[17:30] omfgitsblublo: cause that shit has too be doing it too us for a reason
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: because thats how the world is thats how life is
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: no there's something deeper
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: its like an endless circle
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: you keep coming back and suffering over and over and its really pointless and there is no way out
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: YESSSS
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: dude
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: omfg
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: or so it seems
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: i cant believe you AND him had the same exact trip was me
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: i cant figure it out hough
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: I STILL CANT FIGURE IT OUT AND I'VE BEEN TRYING FOREVER I THOUGHT IWAS JUST THE ONLY ONE NOW IM KINDA FEELING UNEASY
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: hahahah
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: yeah.. it was really fcked up. he started crying and shit and he jsut told me yesterday why and it was because he was in the same loo[
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: and it sucked
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: i never understood it entirely
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: omfg
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: its fucking dumb though
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: i knowwwww
[17:33] omfgitsblublo: now you see why i was saying this is s a stupid game
[17:33] XNuclearWinter: yeah..
duuuuuuuude
that freaks me ouuut
[17:22] omfgitsblublo: TOLD YOU
[17:22] XNuclearWinter: i got stuck in that same shitty loop but i got out of it
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: it must mean something
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: the same one exact?
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: its bullshit. the circle.
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: YES
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: SEE
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: not quite but same idea
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: its a stupid stupid game
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: yeah i know it. i mean, i already knew it existed..
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: i know! and i kept saying the same thing
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: thats so weird man
[17:23] omfgitsblublo: what was the loop?
[17:23] XNuclearWinter: and i was like
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: this is dumb im ignoring this!
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: and derek got stuck in it too and he got all sad
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: it was bad
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: and then these weird sigils stared appearing from my veins in my hand
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: it was crazy
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: it was like.. sone sirt if spirit going into different beings and dying and coming back over and over again to suffer
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: yeh!!!
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: and not being able to escape
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: kind of
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: its like
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: blobs
[17:24] omfgitsblublo: and they throw around energy of badness
[17:24] XNuclearWinter: s as
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: sorry wrong widnow
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: yeah
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: it was really horrible
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: i dunno i ugess thats how it is
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: yeh see, i wasnt just freaking out that nite for no reason
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: yeah i know it
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: its weird you got caught in the same loop though
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: yeah.. because thats how it is!
[17:25] XNuclearWinter: its fucking retarted
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: i know
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: seriously
[17:25] omfgitsblublo: the stupidest game ever
[17:26] XNuclearWinter: thats why vadim was all about anti matter and shit because its like some sort of trap
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: thats weird that you cant get out of it though
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: no one can
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: and it just keeps going around and around
[17:26] omfgitsblublo: and doesnt stop
[17:26] XNuclearWinter: yeah i know it
[17:27] XNuclearWinter: i already knew it was like that but to actually experience in such rapid motion was really disturbing
[17:27] omfgitsblublo: like, what did they look like? like dark blobs on brown?
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: it wasnt blobs it was actual things but the same concept but the generalenvironment where everything was taking place was all brown and nasty and depressing
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: YESSSS
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: THATS SO FUCKING WEIRD
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: DUDE
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: WTF
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: and it wasnt just me
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: derek saw the same shit
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: it was me, and derek
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: it was really fucked up
[17:28] omfgitsblublo: yeh
[17:28] XNuclearWinter: yeah..
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: doesnt it like, really make an impact on you after?
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: like you'll never forget it
[17:29] XNuclearWinter: yeah.. i mean i already sort of understood shit to be that way but it made me feel pretty sad
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: its like every bad emotion getting thrown at you every time
[17:29] omfgitsblublo: like every 6 secs
[17:30] XNuclearWinter: yeah
[17:30] omfgitsblublo: what is it dude?
[17:30] omfgitsblublo: cause that shit has too be doing it too us for a reason
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: because thats how the world is thats how life is
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: no there's something deeper
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: its like an endless circle
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: you keep coming back and suffering over and over and its really pointless and there is no way out
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: YESSSS
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: dude
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: omfg
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: or so it seems
[17:31] omfgitsblublo: i cant believe you AND him had the same exact trip was me
[17:31] XNuclearWinter: i cant figure it out hough
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: I STILL CANT FIGURE IT OUT AND I'VE BEEN TRYING FOREVER I THOUGHT IWAS JUST THE ONLY ONE NOW IM KINDA FEELING UNEASY
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: hahahah
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: yeah.. it was really fcked up. he started crying and shit and he jsut told me yesterday why and it was because he was in the same loo[
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: and it sucked
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: i never understood it entirely
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: omfg
[17:32] XNuclearWinter: its fucking dumb though
[17:32] omfgitsblublo: i knowwwww
[17:33] omfgitsblublo: now you see why i was saying this is s a stupid game
[17:33] XNuclearWinter: yeah..
duuuuuuuude
that freaks me ouuut