I doubt they'll kick up any fuss...not for an old crook like me
Lately no matter how hard I try, I cannot shake the feeling that I am done with this life. I am done being sad and lonely all the time. I ruined the one thing I had going right for myself, by hurting the only person I have ever truly loved. I feel as though my life will never again balance out. I have lost my love to someone who exists within a small speaker of a cell phone. I have damned myself to a life of sadness. I do not want to exist in sadness, but it is the only way I will without him. So I have it set in my mind not to plan on future events. Not to think of my future, and not to plan anything, but to just float along until I cannot wait anymore. I was never meant to be well adjusted and happy, and so alone I sit. No prince charming to rescue me from my dragon of depression.
For those who read, do not panic.
For those who read, do not panic.