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i've come to realize i'm a mentally weak person. and people are fucking with me too much. the last thing i need a month before i leave to college is another mental breakdown. as if the whole idea of college isn't worrying me enough. the whole not having a fucking clue what i'm doing with my life and just wasting a ton of money trying to figure that out scares me a little. but back on topic, i basically just can't take getting hurt right now. i don't know what to think. i need people to talk to me, keep me in the loop. i need to be informed of where the line is drawn between good fun and being walked all over. can i not take a hint? am i even being sent hints? i'm just too confused. not unhappy, just confused.