Jun 07, 2012 01:20
So far I spent my whole holidays in a fashion that can be totally described by the title above. I spent hours and hours just stoning, lying on my bed using my phone, thinking of things (a lot of random things), talk to my mom endlessly about how I feel about children nowadays and how I feel there's a general decline in the character of humans currently. I did not manage to watch those movies that I wanted to watch because it's just so hard to find a link to stream it online. Watched some movies that had me waiting for it to buffer for ages. I had to wait for more than 6 hours for a movie to buffer that is only 2 hours long. Packed a bit of my table and surprisingly found a space to keep my notes. However, my main table is back into a mess again and so is my floor that is filled with different bags as I change them now and then to match my outfit. Sounds like I'm vain but no, I'm not. Okay. I might be that particular but most of the time I have to accept that I just feel like I suck sartorially no matter how put together I feel in my outfit when I'm at home because when you go out you would just come to realize that your outfit sucks and you feel uncomfortable because of this and that for some reason that you never get to know before you step out of the house.
I have also been eating like a dunno-what and spending money like a dunno-what precisely because of my extremely greedy eating habits. Now I feel bad because I barely worked and my very little meager pay could hardly cover my expenses for more than 2 days. I hereby proclaim, I am extremely ashamed of myself. And not only that, I will only eat and buy more when I'm in Seoul. Not certain about the buying part but eating part I'm very certain. OH WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF. Due to my very greedy self, you can probably guess my exercising efforts aren't really paying off because my weight is still the same and my pants still can't be worn.
On a very very separate note, I'm just wondering how would others assess me based on my nonsensical ranting in my so-called blog? Because I personally have been judging people based on their writings on the internet. So what would I come across? As some self-absorbed unmotivated sloth? Or probably I sound more disgusting than a sloth because sloths are actually quite cute? Yes. I am self-absorbed just based on the number of "I" that I have used. I guess I just have to live with that part of myself where I'm a self-absorbed bigot.
P.S. I like how my friends can identify something as being totally me may it be a movie, a piece of clothing, a shop or place and etc. And it's amazing even when people who do not personally know me (like my friends' boyfriends) can actually tell what I would like which may mean they probably blabbered a lot about me in front of these people who I barely know. (However, this might be a figment of my imagination.)