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Hello! It's my second year as a sociology major and I'm still pretty clueless on what the hell my readings are trying to convey. I really hate reading anything that has to do with organizations and bureaucracy. I think i'll never get used to my readings. I really should have read more during the holidays and took the time to finish that book on Julia Child. :( My bad my bad. My room is still a mess. And i still really hate having school. I really want to go on exchange and be away or at least suffer from depression at some place other than singapore. Haha. But it seems really impossible due to family obligations.
The concert thing is still happening like the people I like are still coming to have their concerts but I should refrain from going to any of them. I had enough concert experience for this year and made a rather remarkable attempt at destroying my bank account already. And for a period of time I had this really horrible shopping habit. Every time that I step into some shopping mall I will never fail to purchase something. I also bought a wallet super on impulse. I didn't even think for like 5 minutes. It was in a matter of seconds, and that really did scare me.
And now that I can totally eat normally I'm gaining all my weight back. ARGH. So much for losing that few kg. ARGH. I feel distressed. I will not eat I will not eat.
The concert thing is still happening like the people I like are still coming to have their concerts but I should refrain from going to any of them. I had enough concert experience for this year and made a rather remarkable attempt at destroying my bank account already. And for a period of time I had this really horrible shopping habit. Every time that I step into some shopping mall I will never fail to purchase something. I also bought a wallet super on impulse. I didn't even think for like 5 minutes. It was in a matter of seconds, and that really did scare me.
And now that I can totally eat normally I'm gaining all my weight back. ARGH. So much for losing that few kg. ARGH. I feel distressed. I will not eat I will not eat.