one big knotted wet twisted mess
meh, i dunno. i wanna barf. amillionthingsrunningthroughmyhead. and of course none of it makes any sense. i thought it did and now it doesn't. wtfiswrongwithmeteedleeedeeeee.
drove down to bonita/naples yesterday. got drunk with my mom. it was cool. i haven't hung out just me and my mom in forever. we had a blast and it was so nice to talk to someone who i felt i could be completely open with. saw some family...that was of course hilarious and interesting yet boring.
my brother is eh, i dunno...gone. i guess.
mom's gonna file a missing person report. and i am gonna try to pretend like it doesn't bother me. a huge part of me wonders if this is just him being a huge jackass in a larger way than ususal. but part of me is genuinely concerned...if something has really gone wrong. i dunno what i'll do. i hope he turns up somewhere. :(
my holidays were good, but i still feel slightly bah humbug-ish.
kick me
drove down to bonita/naples yesterday. got drunk with my mom. it was cool. i haven't hung out just me and my mom in forever. we had a blast and it was so nice to talk to someone who i felt i could be completely open with. saw some family...that was of course hilarious and interesting yet boring.
my brother is eh, i dunno...gone. i guess.
mom's gonna file a missing person report. and i am gonna try to pretend like it doesn't bother me. a huge part of me wonders if this is just him being a huge jackass in a larger way than ususal. but part of me is genuinely concerned...if something has really gone wrong. i dunno what i'll do. i hope he turns up somewhere. :(
my holidays were good, but i still feel slightly bah humbug-ish.
kick me