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i have five minutes before i go to the study group for school. school is becoming more and more intense. i just want to get through it already, go to fire school and get a damn job already. i'm tired of being broke and having to ask for money from my dad, who gives me money and then makes me feel bad about it and my mom who constantly tells about all the money i'm gonna have to give her when i'm working.
another reason i wish i was already working is that when my shift is done, i can just go home and not think about it until i come back to work; now, i'm constantly thinking about school work, going to school, going to clinic, going to mandatory labs outside of school hours, and going to study. i have a little less then 2 semesters left of paramedic and fire school is 3 months so by this time next year i should be done, and looking for a job.
another reason i wish i was already working is that when my shift is done, i can just go home and not think about it until i come back to work; now, i'm constantly thinking about school work, going to school, going to clinic, going to mandatory labs outside of school hours, and going to study. i have a little less then 2 semesters left of paramedic and fire school is 3 months so by this time next year i should be done, and looking for a job.