I Need a Hug.
Dear LJ,
Today was going so well... until I checked my email, that is. I got a message from my oldest friend that both hurt me to the core and was completely understandable and acceptable. Please don't ask me to explain how that can happen.
If you ever read this, my friend: I do think I understand at least part of why you made the break. It's the same reason that I made the clean break. You have to get your house in order, and at the same time you're trying to give me space to be the person you think I should be.
I hope that someday you'll get in touch again. Considering the way things have always shaken out in the past, my dear one, I have a feeling I'll still be here waiting for you - wherever "here" is.
Today was going so well... until I checked my email, that is. I got a message from my oldest friend that both hurt me to the core and was completely understandable and acceptable. Please don't ask me to explain how that can happen.
If you ever read this, my friend: I do think I understand at least part of why you made the break. It's the same reason that I made the clean break. You have to get your house in order, and at the same time you're trying to give me space to be the person you think I should be.
I hope that someday you'll get in touch again. Considering the way things have always shaken out in the past, my dear one, I have a feeling I'll still be here waiting for you - wherever "here" is.