rhyme and reason.

Jan 10, 2007 14:53

there is a moment when you realize you're hallucinating far too much to drive. the cars in the lanes next to you become menacing creatures and the entire world is moving in slow motion. but then you realize that you are driving. you're going 75 mph on the I-10 freeway in Phoenix during rush hour. at that moment, everything changes.

i think that if there is a God, i spoke to whoever it is.

imagine everything you knew became false.
everything that was real became fake.
everything that was true became a lie.
everything you thought you were was an illusion.
what you knew and were sure was fact became fiction.
the world was turned inside out and upside down.
every idea and emotion was questioned.
every movement and thought was unexplained.
every inanimate object had a pulse and a life of its own.
every certainty you had ever had was thrown out the window.
the world became a giant mirror that you were forced to look in.
this is what we are not seeing.
this is what our eyes and ears and minds have been blind to all along.
this is it.
this is the ultimatum.
the answer.
the question.
this is the test.
you have to pass. there is no fail.

there is a moment when you realize you will never be the same.

4 hits of pure LSD later..... i will never be the same.

"to use your head, you have to go out of your mind." - Timothy Leary

"psychadelic experience is not only a glimpse of genuine mystical insight, but a glimpse which can be matured and deepened by the various ways of meditation in which drugs are no longer necessary or useful. if you get the message, hang up the phone. for psychadelic drugs are simply instruments, like microscopes, telescopes, and telephones. the biologist does not sit with eye permanently glued to the microscope, he goes away and works on what he has seen..." - Alan Watts

i've grown so tired of watching people around me become stuck in misery like some sort of spider web or super glue. i have seen myself stuck as well for far too long and i never will again. i'm ready to live, love, laugh, achieve, accomplish, hurt, cry, hate, dance, feel, become, evolve. i'm ready. i'm completely capable. and i'm never turning back.
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