Jun 14, 2007 00:51
Lawson I've been feeling this for the past month
"You know there's only so many times where I can listen to you whine and complain about your situation and try to help you before it all just becomes the same old bullshit. I don't even think you're trying."
If we're going to change we need to lift ourselves up. We have a lot of people who just try to drag us down. Why don't we deserve to be happy? because we all do. But some people just don't know any difference and just keep making the same mistakes and ultimately hurt others in the process and suck others into their troubles. Sadly we just have to be happy that we do have the ability to change ourselves and survive in a different way. I've been reading a lot of the philosophy books my mother gave me and they really hit me. I'll never be alone, even if everyone is dead and I'm all thats left I'll have a memory that will make me smile, and whether you believe in God or any religion I know I'll see them again soon. We are all energy, neither positive or negative. Just pure unchained energy.
these kind of suck, but I'm working on it.
I raise my hands
up into a sea of arms reaching for the same glow of the sun
No matter how hard I try
I'm still pushed down by the same force others are reaching with
and just before they get to the sun
they get pulled back down
I'm tired of surviving
I'm tired of just living with no idea of how I'll make it day to day
And then I see in order to reach the sun
I need to push down and break away
so that I can walk to the real sun
"Isn't it funny how you don't have to look far
to find the person with the deepest scar"
I'm tired of surviving
I'm tired of just living with no idea of how I'll make it day to day
We give up
We give in
Its time to change
It's time to save ourselves so that we can show others the way
Embrace