Oct 24, 2007 17:03
It's like I've relied on having someone there for me, to cuddle me and tell me they love me for so long. Yes, the person might change, but they play the same role. Being able to stand on my own two feet for this new year is scary, far scarier than anything I've been up against for a long time, but it's finally starting to pay off. I've been making new friends, learning new skills, really getting into my studies and I guess I'm starting to realize that it's OK to be me; just me.
I'm finally growing into the skin of the person I've wanted to be for so long, the one that's been there all the time, I've just been too afraid to lose my mask and try it on.
I guess the aim of life might just be self-development after all.