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Quick entry.
I got my belly button pierced 3x, I was originally going to get one on top and one on bottom, but there's too much scar tissue on the top right now from being done so many times before. So I got diagonal ones on top and a straight one on the bottom. Yeah those are tongue rings in the top two and YES I know its TERRIBLE for them, but I don't have my jewelry right now and no money to replace them with. I'll post pictures at the end of this entry.
Ashley sent the money for our tickets today, so we're leaving in about a week and a half. Maybe even on Cricket's birthday haha, which would suck.. who wants to spend their birthday on a Greyhound bus in some random state? I'd cry, that's just depressing.
I'm getting a little sick of people "suggesting" better things for me. I'm GOING to California. I'm NEVER going to leave my Cricket. I love him, more than I've ever loved ANYONE, why would you give that up? So I might get out to California and overdose or get stranded, or he might get angry one day and hurt me. I don't really give a fuck. ANYTHING can happen, and no matter what it is there's nothing I can do to change it. Its like that "Yeah, well, I can walk outside today and get hit by a car" thing. I just don't give a fuck. Sure I might be scared things won't turn out perfectly, sure I'm nervous about being on a bus so long and living with a stranger, but I'm getting OUT. Out of Florida and away from my family and away from everyone who knows me. Its alllll going to be new. That's worth a bus ride and a little bit of worry, and love is worth more than a few "what ifs."
I got my belly button pierced 3x, I was originally going to get one on top and one on bottom, but there's too much scar tissue on the top right now from being done so many times before. So I got diagonal ones on top and a straight one on the bottom. Yeah those are tongue rings in the top two and YES I know its TERRIBLE for them, but I don't have my jewelry right now and no money to replace them with. I'll post pictures at the end of this entry.
Ashley sent the money for our tickets today, so we're leaving in about a week and a half. Maybe even on Cricket's birthday haha, which would suck.. who wants to spend their birthday on a Greyhound bus in some random state? I'd cry, that's just depressing.
I'm getting a little sick of people "suggesting" better things for me. I'm GOING to California. I'm NEVER going to leave my Cricket. I love him, more than I've ever loved ANYONE, why would you give that up? So I might get out to California and overdose or get stranded, or he might get angry one day and hurt me. I don't really give a fuck. ANYTHING can happen, and no matter what it is there's nothing I can do to change it. Its like that "Yeah, well, I can walk outside today and get hit by a car" thing. I just don't give a fuck. Sure I might be scared things won't turn out perfectly, sure I'm nervous about being on a bus so long and living with a stranger, but I'm getting OUT. Out of Florida and away from my family and away from everyone who knows me. Its alllll going to be new. That's worth a bus ride and a little bit of worry, and love is worth more than a few "what ifs."