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Feb 17, 2008 22:21

Does anyone know which rooms in the apartment complexes are open? You can't really tell with all of them, and I don't want to just up and take someone's space.

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wingenvy February 18 2008, 03:49:27 UTC
There are a couple spots in my building, I think. Hell, you can stay with me if you need a place, until you find somewhere to stay permanently.

... Not that I'd kick you out or anything, but I don't wanna pressure you.

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cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 03:52:38 UTC
...I don't think that's such a good idea.

What happened was a mista

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wingenvy February 18 2008, 03:55:01 UTC
... Fair enough. Sorry, man.

I don't agree.

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[Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 03:57:26 UTC
Zack, you know that wasn't us. Whatever we both feel now, it's not us.

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Re: [Filtered] wingenvy February 18 2008, 04:29:05 UTC
Funny, because I feel like myself.

Is it so wrong to enjoy it?

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[Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 04:32:24 UTC
Yeah, because it's not going to last, and when it's over we'll be embarrassed and hurt.

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Re: [Filtered] wingenvy February 18 2008, 06:05:21 UTC
You're too negative, Guy, -_- Even if it fades, can't we just blame it on the Malnosso and laugh about it? Big reactions are what they want, after all.

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[Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 06:31:17 UTC
...yeah, I guess we can, if that all it means to you.

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Re: [Filtered] wingenvy February 18 2008, 06:34:46 UTC
Huh? That's not what I meant. I just figured that would make it easier for you, :/ I already told you it was real to me.

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[Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 06:43:27 UTC
Y'know, you seem pretty casual about dismissing something so real. Although from what that guy who knows you -Sephiroth?- wrote in his journal, you'd jump anything willing, so I guess I count as that.

He's looking for you, by the way. You should probably find him.

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Re: [Filtered] wingenvy February 18 2008, 07:06:04 UTC
... Is he spreading rumours about me? -_- Geez, he can wait, then. I'm not that bad. I mean, yeah, sex is fun, but it's way better when there's actual feeling, y'know? And you're not the type I'd sleep with for the hell of it. ... Well, okay, physically, maybe >_>; But not emotionally or anything.

Dammit, this is hard to explain...

Okay, what I wanna say is this: at the time, I loved you, you loved me, everything was cool, and the sex made us both happy. I for one would be totally cool with continuing things with you, but I know you're not too happy about it, so I was hoping that if I made it sound like nothing, you'd have a better time going back to the one you do love, or at least moving on.

Guess it backfired on me, though. Heh, I'm kinda awkward with this...

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1/2 [Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 07:11:14 UTC
Score. That's not how you do it.

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2/2 [Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 07:18:44 UTC
Listen, I don't want to laugh about this. Even if the feelings aren't real, when this thing wears off whenever it's supposed it, it still meant something when it happened. No matter what it's going to be awkward and strained for me, and frankly I don't think I can patch things up with Luke at this point anyways. This has been a long time coming.

And you may be used to casual sex...but I'm not. Honestly, I thought it was going to be Luke, first...and it didn't turn out that way. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to think, but whatever this is, I'm gonna remember it, and I don't want to "laugh it off." And me moving on is gonna prove to be a lot more difficult than you think it is.

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[Filtered] wingenvy February 18 2008, 07:23:25 UTC
.... Okay... maybe we both need to sit down and talk about this, after this whole thing has blown over. ... The feelings, not the situation, I mean. I know that's not disappearing anytime soon.

Let's... just wait till tomorrow or something. Maybe we'll be better off then.

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2/2 [Filtered] wingenvy February 18 2008, 07:24:16 UTC
... And I'm sorry to hear about Luke.

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[Filtered] cherub_gardios February 18 2008, 07:26:30 UTC
...the fact that you're a good person is what makes it that much harder.

Yeah. We should just...wait till this is done to talk.

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