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I've woken up feeling much better, I slept all night through which probably helped. After we got back to the apartment last night I lost it again, Matt gave me a back rub which chilled me out but then I literally sobbed like someone had died. It lasted for about 30 minutes, I upset Matt because other than holding me he couldn't do anything for me. At that point all he could have done was pack me off to my parents. My mum called to see how I was and I cried yet again down the phone to her. I think as well as being homesick I was exhausted from not sleeping the night before. I had a shower and went to bed. I stopped by my parents house this morning to pick up my passport for an interview I have later and I was totally fine. I think given a few days or weeks I'll be ok.
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