Apr 13, 2012 14:22
The temptation to take my shoes and throw it to the ground was so great last night. To just throw a fit, physically. To act all hysterical.
The temptation to throw my cell phone to the floor is so great now.
But I shall remain poised and maintain control of myself. Like always.
Maybe what he said is true. Those girls are scary because they show their anger outwardly, on their faces, in their actions. But I'm much scarier because I don't show my anger anywhere, except in the words I use. The very sharp, evil words. It's like there's a volcano on the inside but the glass exterior remains cool, and that's worse than an erupted volcano like those girls, because you never know when that volcano inside will erupt, but you know that once it erupts... Well, it erupts pretty badly.
jacob