Apr 23, 2002 16:57
Well I slipped up on my diet yesterday, but I am doing better today. My day sucked however, my Mom and I have been fighting a lot. She tells me I have an attitude, when it's the other way around. I only have an attitude because she walks on in and bitches about something, and expects me to stay calm. I feel like she thinks I am nothing. Like I am too stupid to understand anything. She acts like I can't be tired, or in pain, or sick, because I am 16 and "I don't know what being sick is". Oh, but SHE does. How fair is that.
I just need a break from everything. I need a chance to clear my head and regain control. But that break won't come until school gets out, and that's about 7 weeks away. Well, 6 1/2 if you wanna get technical. But I really need that break. School is getting on my damn nerves. My parents arew driving me insane. I want to sleep in for once. I'd like to not have to worry about anything. I need that sort of break.
My school starts at 7, and I have to get up at 5 AM to get ready. I leave at 6:30, and I shower, get ready, and eat breakfast. I'm mad because I am not fully awake until 9 AM, and by then I am starting 3rd period. Sometimes by then I'm not even fully awake. Next year, though, school will start at 8 for me. That will be much better.
So that's it. Complaining isn't making me feel any better, so I am gunna sleep as a form of venting. Perhaps when I wake things will be better.