Tonight Will Be Fun - I Think
I woke up this morning for the first time at about 4:50 AM. I was mad because I couldn't go back to bed, and my feet were sticking out from under the sheets, which I had apparently ripped out from where they were tucked in.
I turned around and figured that if I wanted to go to sleep, eventually I would, so I closed my eyes, relaxed, and soon enough dosed off. When I awoke the next time it was 9:45. I wanted to get up at maybe 10, so I closed my eyes hoping I would wake in 15 minutes. Instead I woke up 59 minutes later, at 10:44. Oops. I was amazed, how did I manage to sleep 12 hours? I can never sleep 12 hours, lol. So I got up, went to the computer, and by about 1 pm I was still sitting there working with my LJ. So I got off my butt, showered, and guess who's back? Yeah, pitiful, I know.
Tonight should be fun. Brandy and I are going to go out to an amusement park and have fun, then go shopping afterwards. I'm excited, but also nervous because roller coasters lately have put a lot of strain on my heart. I get so worked up, so frightened, that by the time I'm being strapped in I'm shaking, my heart is pounding and feels as if it's skipping beats everytime I think about the ride, and I feel as though I am only seconds away from throwing up everything I've ever eaten. It puzzles me because I used to love roller coasters, now I fear them.
So I think that I will have fun. I guess we'll see. I don't wanna chicken out on Brandy but if I don't think I can handle the ride I'm not gunna get on it.
I turned around and figured that if I wanted to go to sleep, eventually I would, so I closed my eyes, relaxed, and soon enough dosed off. When I awoke the next time it was 9:45. I wanted to get up at maybe 10, so I closed my eyes hoping I would wake in 15 minutes. Instead I woke up 59 minutes later, at 10:44. Oops. I was amazed, how did I manage to sleep 12 hours? I can never sleep 12 hours, lol. So I got up, went to the computer, and by about 1 pm I was still sitting there working with my LJ. So I got off my butt, showered, and guess who's back? Yeah, pitiful, I know.
Tonight should be fun. Brandy and I are going to go out to an amusement park and have fun, then go shopping afterwards. I'm excited, but also nervous because roller coasters lately have put a lot of strain on my heart. I get so worked up, so frightened, that by the time I'm being strapped in I'm shaking, my heart is pounding and feels as if it's skipping beats everytime I think about the ride, and I feel as though I am only seconds away from throwing up everything I've ever eaten. It puzzles me because I used to love roller coasters, now I fear them.
So I think that I will have fun. I guess we'll see. I don't wanna chicken out on Brandy but if I don't think I can handle the ride I'm not gunna get on it.